jacquesdemolay

It is still way too hot here. Life, or at least mine, has pretty much ground to a halt until it's cooled off enough to go outside. I really have been spending all of my free time sitting in front of a fan and drinking water, not fun. On the subject of things that are frustrating and not nearly as much fun as they should be, I've started seeing someone new. I know that a lot of people really love that first part of a relationship, the excitement of getting to know each other etc. but I'm just not like that. I really do find not having a clue what she's thinking really frustrating and irritating. It just feels like a lot of games and I've been doing that for enough years to not find it interesting anymore. Sure, I do like her and I'm enjoying getting to know her, but there's just so much crap that comes with it. I'd go into more detail but it's hot and I can't be bothered, maybe later.