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Im yet again unsure how to start this blog. It always seems to be such a mystery. But at least at this point I know that it is no sin to say "I dont know". I have been through layers of therapists and psychiatrists and psychologists and still am not entirely sure of what the differences are between them all. All I know at this point is that I know very little and it just might happen to be that my parents were right...on numerous occassions.

But dick that all sideways...the importance now lies in my willingness to progress. My ability to mensch. To live up to the persona i have created for myself. Damn my inability to downplay myself. If only I could be a worthless bastard and be content with that... But alas I can not.


Ok, that was over played.

The simple fact of the matter is that I have been drinking in hopes that it will slow my brain down some so that my finger can keep up. But even those lightest of falanges cant seem to keep pace with my overactive cortexes.

Someone please give me a reason to have a boner and nothing more complicated than that.