Well it would seem Ive found nothing left to flex my ADD at so I supposse its time to BLOG!
Oddly enough I seem to have been avoiding this(maybe because Im a year out of pravtice with the typing!) which is relatively rediculous seeing as Ive been in a combat zone the entire time Ive not been online to post and should have a load of shit to talk about! But somehow my brain has managed to shit out just about all of it, damn defective piece of crap! Well I suppose the army is to blame for that, much like any other problem I have in my life(not so much because the army did anything so much as its the perfect scapegoat for any situation).
Something Im more than capable of ranting about at any given moment...the Army sub-reality! I dont know what the few civilians who bother to think about what life for us might be like come up with but theres no chance in hell its anything like the garbage we deal with. And Im not trying to glorify the war or anything, Im not talking about getting shot at and all that stupid shit. The little known facts of combat...for example, a soldies is combat ineffective without eye protection! Thats right, you cant properly fight a war without ballistic glasses on. And that the less obvious sort of thing, I mean everyone knows your pants have to be bloused and no matter how far above 100 degrees it gets you cant take off your patrol cap or jacket! I mean...if you did something like that in a war zone...well I cant even imagine what would happen. George W. would have the white flag flying faster than he could prove how incapable he is of speaking intelligable english!
Ah, and then theres the rank system...caste... It doesnt matter how intelligent someone is, what leadership abilities they posses or what theyve ever done to earn any amount of respect...if theyre of a higher rank than you they are always correct. And if you attempt to prove them wrong at anytime you risk being subject to a number of legal repercussions ranging from movement to another unit to being stripped of rank and pay. Its fun being treated like a dog.
Ugh...I need to end this. I hate being bitchy!
Ok time for some happy thought! IM ON MY WAY HOME! Thats right, time to see family and friends that Ive been away from for a year! Thats always weird...and normally it isnt this long of a time period. To me home is like a mental snap-shot, I think of things back there as they were a year ago when I was last home. And of course from being me Im not really able to see the changes that have gradually taken place over that span of time so god only knows if Ill even recognize friends or family and vice versa. Damn...Im 22 now! How the hell does that happen? And all the children that were in my family when I left are gone now...theyre little people now not meatloaf like overdeveloped fetuses! Strange.
So plans for when I get home...get drunk. I seriously think thats the thing I missed the most...booze. I mean aside from friends and family of course! Well, most of them anyway. Of course Ill have to get more tattoos...pictures will be posted promptly. I think my virginity is in its last days, actually Im probably going to be raped the day I get back. Aside from that I mostly plan on just relaxing and enjoying life for a while. Thatll be a pleasant shift.
Well since no one is going to read this I think its time to end it.
Oddly enough I seem to have been avoiding this(maybe because Im a year out of pravtice with the typing!) which is relatively rediculous seeing as Ive been in a combat zone the entire time Ive not been online to post and should have a load of shit to talk about! But somehow my brain has managed to shit out just about all of it, damn defective piece of crap! Well I suppose the army is to blame for that, much like any other problem I have in my life(not so much because the army did anything so much as its the perfect scapegoat for any situation).
Something Im more than capable of ranting about at any given moment...the Army sub-reality! I dont know what the few civilians who bother to think about what life for us might be like come up with but theres no chance in hell its anything like the garbage we deal with. And Im not trying to glorify the war or anything, Im not talking about getting shot at and all that stupid shit. The little known facts of combat...for example, a soldies is combat ineffective without eye protection! Thats right, you cant properly fight a war without ballistic glasses on. And that the less obvious sort of thing, I mean everyone knows your pants have to be bloused and no matter how far above 100 degrees it gets you cant take off your patrol cap or jacket! I mean...if you did something like that in a war zone...well I cant even imagine what would happen. George W. would have the white flag flying faster than he could prove how incapable he is of speaking intelligable english!
Ah, and then theres the rank system...caste... It doesnt matter how intelligent someone is, what leadership abilities they posses or what theyve ever done to earn any amount of respect...if theyre of a higher rank than you they are always correct. And if you attempt to prove them wrong at anytime you risk being subject to a number of legal repercussions ranging from movement to another unit to being stripped of rank and pay. Its fun being treated like a dog.
Ugh...I need to end this. I hate being bitchy!
Ok time for some happy thought! IM ON MY WAY HOME! Thats right, time to see family and friends that Ive been away from for a year! Thats always weird...and normally it isnt this long of a time period. To me home is like a mental snap-shot, I think of things back there as they were a year ago when I was last home. And of course from being me Im not really able to see the changes that have gradually taken place over that span of time so god only knows if Ill even recognize friends or family and vice versa. Damn...Im 22 now! How the hell does that happen? And all the children that were in my family when I left are gone now...theyre little people now not meatloaf like overdeveloped fetuses! Strange.
So plans for when I get home...get drunk. I seriously think thats the thing I missed the most...booze. I mean aside from friends and family of course! Well, most of them anyway. Of course Ill have to get more tattoos...pictures will be posted promptly. I think my virginity is in its last days, actually Im probably going to be raped the day I get back. Aside from that I mostly plan on just relaxing and enjoying life for a while. Thatll be a pleasant shift.
Well since no one is going to read this I think its time to end it.