jackthegirl

i bought the god damn iPod.

and it makes me happy.

in other news: jack is over her five minute depression frenzy. she spent last night wandering back home from the burrard inlet with her lovely, drunk and bitching and crying. now she is sick as hell, and her eyes feel like they should be swollen shut, but ultimately she feels a lot better.

off...
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It's hard to feel sad when I was the one doing the wronging.

When he left I actually slapped myself and bashed my head with two tight tight fists. I don't know why, it completely out of my control. I haven't cried like that in a good long time.

i am amazed to see that things actually happen the way i write and read them...
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Jack the girl is going to Seattle to see a sneak preview of Illusion and participate in the question and answer session with Michael Goorjian and then seduce him and talk him into paying for the hotel and have herself a night of sweet, sweet lovin'.

Okay, maybe she'll just participate in the question and answer session.

But god dammit, it's good enough for her....
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probably i have a new favourite movie. my boy and i watched blue hawaii last night. such kitsch.

"he just stormed outta the house! didn't even give his mama some goodnight suga!"
"sarah lee, sometimes i could wring your fool neck."

ha ha! ah! ha ha ha! oh sarah lee. you crazy bitch.

so in other news, i've decided to become an elvis-movie girl. i...
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jack!

quit fucking around!

"lost cause" by beck is now my number one awesome. and that's that.

life drags. everything i want to do is pushed to the back burner again and again, and i am hinging on just three, JUST THREE emails that would brighten up my life immensely were they to appear in my inbox. is that too much to ask?

apparently.

so i left a few...
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dear johnesmoke the rockage is the everlasting now cuz i'm kinda soused.

tipsy tipsy.

i just got drunk with a bunch of actors. fucking actors. what the fuck is up with that? i need to call my violinist and say darling, darkling, super awesome funling, don't fall in love with me.

for i am such a tease.

sheets feel so good against skin and pizza...
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if i can convince my french teacher that she does not exist, do i have to take my french test?

why do people race on neighborhood streets? what could possibly inspire them to do something like that? am i the only one who is 18 going on 40?

i am so full right now, and i should probably lose weight, but fuck that i'm going...
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i am the everlasting, all singing all dancing unsatisfied. i am to write an essay on "internation co-operation" through 1917 to 1991. why am i doing this? what am i trying to prove? will this help me get a job? will this bolster my social skills? will it make my hair more luscious and vibrant? will i be able to give better head? will it...
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