jackrabbitslimm

just got back from seeing my mom in Wisconsin. She needed some support after finding out my brother is a full blown heroin junkie and had blown through about 80,000 dollars in a year and he is going to be getting kicked out of the army. I'm super pissed. I defended him when i shouldn't have, he had been lying to everyone for about two years or more now. He pawned his wife's marriage and engagement rings, the computer i gave him to communicate with my mom and got his family evicted from their home. He is in detox right now after having withdrawl seizures on base and they almost amputated one of his arms because they couldn't find any useable veins for the iv. Its to the point where you can have an apple in your hand and he will straight up tell you its actually a banana.
So thats what I've been dealing with the past week.
I got to see and play with my one year old nephew now that my brothers wife came back to stay with her parents in wisconsin. God he is a cute fucker. and smart as can be for having my brother as a father.

Plus it was Alumni tournaments in my hometown so I kept running into people from high school. I went out the the bar and everyone asked what I'm doing in minneapolis so instead of saying I'm unemployed i just said "I live a life of leisure".
Make it sound like I'm doing better than i actually am hahaha.
Still enough people were happy to see me that i got alot of free drinks and shots. Can't beat that I guess.

I'm glad to be home though. It feels good to sleep in my own bed.

sucks though that i miss the shit outta someone i can't be with. but such is life