jackrabbitslimm

what the fuck,
I've been working on starting a relationship with two girls and yet nothing seems to work.
I'm still alone.
I;m gonna be alone forever
I'lll I want is to do be happy with a girl who I find attractive as ever.
Of course I get shitscrewed out of happieness everytime.
All i want is to be happy and in a stable relationship.
OF courser im not gonna get that.
I am so down on people in general.

[edit] I was wasted when i wrote this and frustrated and probably embarrassed myself in front of multiple people. Being sober and reading it, its so pathetic. whine whine poor me.

anyway today is a beautiful day, time to dust of and try again