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Midnight thoughts

Feb 6, 2017
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I don't talk about it much, but I absolutely hate having so many medical issues. While the pain bothers me, my thyroid brings me the most sadness. Growing up, and through my mid twenties, I never went over 150lbs. I was always top heavy and I had hips, but I was skinny. Here comes my hypothyroidism to screw that up for me. I'm not small now, and I've come to the realization over time that I never will be that small again. It does make me insecure. I do know that people of all sizes are beautiful, but there are days I simply don't feel that way. It's hard being curvier and having people assume it's because I eat shit food or am lazy. Truth be told, I've been on a mainly liquid diet for over a month due to my jaw and my weight has only come down some.

It's just one of those days. We all have them. I may have them more often than I'd like to admit.

kylebett:
Well I think you are gorgeous and it makes me sad that u don't feel that way about yourself. Hang in there beautiful we all think you are incredible 
Feb 6, 2017
diamant:
Sending you love 💕💕 medical issues are the worst 
Feb 7, 2017

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