Yeah so.....
Withing the past 24 hours I have found out that my father and my grandmother ( who raised me ) both have cancer....
I don't know what to do, say, feel.
-I am angry that because of all the bullshit between my mother and father that now not only have I missed out on 20 years of time and bonding with my father now the time we do have is limited even more so.
-I am sad at the thought of losing both of these people. Two of the closest people to me in my family.
-I don't know how to support them in this. I don't know how to wrap up every emotion and feeling I have into words.
I don't know how to make sure I say everything I want/need to, how do I make sure the remainder of our time together is well spent.
At the moment my father is refusing medical help.
My grandmother goes to a specialist this week.
The End
Withing the past 24 hours I have found out that my father and my grandmother ( who raised me ) both have cancer....
I don't know what to do, say, feel.
-I am angry that because of all the bullshit between my mother and father that now not only have I missed out on 20 years of time and bonding with my father now the time we do have is limited even more so.
-I am sad at the thought of losing both of these people. Two of the closest people to me in my family.
-I don't know how to support them in this. I don't know how to wrap up every emotion and feeling I have into words.
I don't know how to make sure I say everything I want/need to, how do I make sure the remainder of our time together is well spent.
At the moment my father is refusing medical help.
My grandmother goes to a specialist this week.
The End
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