jackminussally

Answer to all, I've always lied with truth

Sometimes when I write I think
"This is my last letter right here
Fuck this world, lets get the fuck outta here"

I put my soul through the ink
Bless a pad with emotions and my thoughts
Before I grow extinct
Why do I always roam. Without a place called home
now forever I'm all alone
Just me, no friends, no fam, just my plans
No wonder my hands, tight where the Internet ends
I take back most of the flack
The stress has me feeling forever in last
Like my pops, the ghost of my past

Maybe I'm ugly inside, but I'm smiling to make it
This smile is an illusion, I'm still loosing
In this life, with the rules and..
I feel clueless, the sky seems blue less
It's like the stars no longer glow, who would dream that after all this hiding my scars would show?
Its strange how when it pours it rains
I wish I could take it all back..

I've been in deep before but this time
My hearts melting, tell the truth, I need help
my hearts big but by sins seem bigger
Fuck the world, I don't feel like I can win
It's like I'm lost and I only find demons
I wanna quit, its like I'm tired of breathing

I was barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick-tempered, short-fused, and pissed at God
Demons pullin at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
Its no wonder I'm going insane in a world evil as ours
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me,