jackminussally

ANGER, has been nipping at my heels,
Making its presence ever more known

Two years of work
training
tears
pain.
Slowly slipping further away.

I do not lose my temper. Never have. I use it. I channel all the pure emotion, HATRED. Into positive outlets.
Getting so good at it these emotions seem things of another life

Why do I feel the need to fight others battles?
Those close to me.
I have no business nor place in this.

As one who fears nothing earthly....I am slowly gaining more fear of whats inside.

Every day. It makes it's presence known. Never to anyone else just me.
For the first time in years I remember this.........