Sunday Jul 05, 2009

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1st dates sure are fun
especially when you get asked out for a second date
WOOTsmile
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niobe:
Yeah, it was awesome. I haven't been to a show in just shy of 2 years. So I was very happy for this one.
adoreartemis:
hell yeah!

Saturday May 23, 2009

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I have been depressed,
its gone on too long and is getting old.
I am lucky to have what I have, and happy for the most part.
Many good things are happening around me,
but I have been stuck in a rut and have not allowed myself to be happy.
I have needed to vent the negativity here since I figure no one really reads...
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thyestean23:
Well, hell sounds good. What are you depressed about....oh ya...right. Well, look around. Seems you are better off minus that little issue. You not the mess you used to be tongue Good to see your doing well.

Wednesday May 20, 2009

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for some of us the American Dream happened, IE: nice house, great job, wife kids and a life within society that is positive and constructive

then there is those of who it did not happen for
divorce
single parenthood
drugs and alcohol
punk rock and fucked up value systems
cheaters and liars for friends

we all think that we have a chance, that we have...
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jackmd:

if im such a loser why are you trolling me?
leave me alone please, ive left you both completely alone
i do get to make random comments, im not identifying or fucking with you
and really don't give a shit, just want to be able to express myself when I feel the need
leave me alone, you have to tell me all the ways you fuck my ex
why would you have the need to say that?
you sure im the loser?
OK
jackmd:
Leave me alone
fucking stop trolling me, that is just weird that you are watching over me
and a little bit sick man
your watching random comments to control what I might say
leave me alone means don't troll me and don't read my blogs and don't make comments and don't tell me what to do
that is just weird you that have a need to do this, like your gonna prey on me still, you already did that to me and I think YOU need to move on now.


Monday May 04, 2009

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it is fucked up missing someone you never knew, and sad to have loved someone who never really liked you frown

I still feel cheated and lied to, having your trust violated just sucks. I still can't believe how bad that was and how shitty and selfish people can be.

The time I spent with my younger daughter turned out to be super positive, we had...
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Thursday Apr 23, 2009

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I am feeling good today, my youngest daughter Hannah (20) is here to visit for a week and her and my eldest Nerissa (22) and I went out and had a nice time. It was the first time in over three weeks I could relax and eat a full meal. We had a bizarre 3x bad luck cycle hit all of us three weeks ago...
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fixiefreak69:
Yeah, close personal connections have no substitute. It's good to know that there are cool/rad men who are not all weird and suppressed about feelings, I'm proud of your attitude, you deserve the best- take care, Ed.
thyestean23:
Ah, yes. We remember whats most important when shit hits the fan. Its our nature. I'm willing to bet some good will come around soon. biggrin

Thursday Apr 16, 2009

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this will be a sad day each month for me for sometime
would of been 1 year and 9 months with someone I really fell in love with
instead i was lied to, cheated on and ditched for the better man
feeling splendid tonight for sure
good times
puke

amazingly I am actually feeling worse every day instead of becoming numb, this really sucks and I...
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thyestean23:
No, not better...not better at all. Not even close to better. No no no.... mad

Monday Apr 13, 2009

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puke
I am sick about what just happened in my life

puke
thyestean23:
frown ...my door is open, always.
thyestean23:
Amen to that, brother. Its all we can do.

Thursday Apr 09, 2009

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the last two weeks really challenged my self worth and made me really think about what matters to me and what I need to be at this stage of my life
1. life is too short for insincere people and people who manifest their issues on others and emotionally vampire them
2. the things you do are way more important than the words you say...
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pirateprince:
I despise formality. I had this job where I had to be courteous to hordes of decadent trash. I wanted to strangle them and give all their money to struggling working class families... all I could be was a lowly servant. This really led me to be very forthright with my feelings because I had to contain them at work. Also I have no desire to waste time when I will be dead soon.

I agree with your thoughts on these fucking weak character traits in America. I gotta wear boots to protect myself from all these snakes I'm stepping over. I'm not misunderstanding these people, they are really weak, and lying is the only way they can feel strong, or get anywhere.
thyestean23:
Horribly short on time...making the rounds on the blogs. How you are doing well, nothing like physically working out issues. Drop me a line whenever. biggrin

Tuesday Mar 31, 2009

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unfortunate update
all of my happy talk will now be on hold as it turns out I get to be in all alone and not sure what the fuck is happening to me mode for the near future
i feel really awful now

update it looks official
i got dumped
close intimacy for 1 year and eight months then in 24 hours shes gone with...
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thyestean23:
been there, done that. Wanna chat let me know.
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