jackmd

it is fucked up missing someone you never knew, and sad to have loved someone who never really liked you

I still feel cheated and lied to, having your trust violated just sucks. I still can't believe how bad that was and how shitty and selfish people can be.

The time I spent with my younger daughter turned out to be super positive, we had a major communication breakthrough that was really important.
We had a great time being together and realized we all three need to see each other more often.

I connected with a few old friends form high school on facebook which brought back lost memories, really strange to have certain things come full circle in your life after a significant event happens to you.

I lost the bad drinking trend and am feeling way better mentally and physically, I still have a few beers at night but no more alcoholic dread and depression.

I have so many things to do now I need my energy.