Gah, I feel so alone right now. I feel depressed but it doesn't feel like it used to. Probably because of the meds. Which is probably a good thing. I mean it's a good thing that the depression isn't as crippling. Still it bothers me that the root causes are still there. I mean there are a few people who still need to get on board for me to get fully better...or at least have to have no contact with me to get fully better.
In other news I got another cat. The old one is fine and still as lovable as he was on day one we just thought we would double our pleasure. He is a four month old Savannah named Kelvin.
He is an energetic bundle of joy.
I'm kind of annoyed at my doctor or at least a doctor...the one I was forced to see about a mole on my foot. She keeps calling and leaving inaudible messages even thought I've been referred to another doctor. What annoys me is she kept keep telling me I have to have this mole removed (not strongly suggested...told me) but couldn't tell me that I there was anything out of the ordinary about it. Given I generally trust doctors and don't fear them or operations, but when they don't have passible reasons for doing things that would hamper my ability to do daily tasks I tend to question things. If it's one thing I hate is when doctors prescribe medication or operations that basically cover their ass on the off chance something is wrong but are too lazy to try and figure it out.
On a happier note I've been mountain biking more which seems to have helped out my mood a little bit. I've also kind of adapted the Clark Gable "frankly I don't give a damn" attituide about work. Being that I'm most likely leaving in month or so I have no urges to polish the silverware on that sinking ship. Don't get me wrong I really like my new boss but there are a lot of problems that need to be fixed before that store is even close to functional.
Other then that nothing really much is going on. I'm still looking for a place to live in Toronto. I'm still excited about moving up there. I'm also extremely anxious about it too but that's only because my last attempt at living in Canada and going to school didn't go very well. Yet still there were positive aspects.
In other news I got another cat. The old one is fine and still as lovable as he was on day one we just thought we would double our pleasure. He is a four month old Savannah named Kelvin.
He is an energetic bundle of joy.
I'm kind of annoyed at my doctor or at least a doctor...the one I was forced to see about a mole on my foot. She keeps calling and leaving inaudible messages even thought I've been referred to another doctor. What annoys me is she kept keep telling me I have to have this mole removed (not strongly suggested...told me) but couldn't tell me that I there was anything out of the ordinary about it. Given I generally trust doctors and don't fear them or operations, but when they don't have passible reasons for doing things that would hamper my ability to do daily tasks I tend to question things. If it's one thing I hate is when doctors prescribe medication or operations that basically cover their ass on the off chance something is wrong but are too lazy to try and figure it out.
On a happier note I've been mountain biking more which seems to have helped out my mood a little bit. I've also kind of adapted the Clark Gable "frankly I don't give a damn" attituide about work. Being that I'm most likely leaving in month or so I have no urges to polish the silverware on that sinking ship. Don't get me wrong I really like my new boss but there are a lot of problems that need to be fixed before that store is even close to functional.
Other then that nothing really much is going on. I'm still looking for a place to live in Toronto. I'm still excited about moving up there. I'm also extremely anxious about it too but that's only because my last attempt at living in Canada and going to school didn't go very well. Yet still there were positive aspects.