jackmcginnis

Man this month really has had too many deaths, it's getting kind of depressing.

I've been feeling really moody this week. Just when I thought things were getting better at home they have started to return to their previous state. My meds seem to help but they can only help so much if there is still people close to me who don't want to give me a hand. Also the insomnia they cause is a bastard.

Plus one of Dad's buddies fucked up the fork on new bike...fucking bastard (you try and be nice and let them use your toys and they go fuck things up). So I'm without a fork for the next month or so while it gets repaired. Which is something that wouldn't normally bother me but this particular friend of Dad has always been a complete bastard to me since I was a very little kid. I just hate it when people don't responsibility for their actions then want me to respect them. Shit happens, I know but please show me some respect.

Oh well maybe I'll help my self to some new pedals.

I guess on the plus side at least I was able to get some good riding in before and it has turned cold and probably will be cold for the next week or two. So maybe this isn't too much of a loss.

Other then that nothing has really happened since my previous post. I still haven't seen or talked to that girl. I hope she's doing ok. My internal debate is still unsettled but my depressed mind doesn't really seem to be in the mood for debates at the moment.

So what's up with you guys?