So tomorrow is Valentine's day and of course I don't have anyone to celebrate it with. I could go onto to write a really long, pointless, and bitter rant about how Valentine's day is stupid and made up to sell chocolate and blah blah but I'm not going to. Because frankly I'm too depressed to care and I know that if I had someone special to share the day with I would be doing so full fledged.
I've been questioning this whole therapy thing that I have gotten myself into. Mainly because I have this sneaking suspicion that the people that are supposed to be helping me with my depression think that I'm just some punk teenager looking for attention and someone to bitch to about their parents. Yes I believe my parents parenting style had a couple of fundamental flaws in it but I don't believe they did it on purpose. No I don't hate them or have any intention of "getting back" at them. Yes I'm trying to improve things and SOLVE the problems I'm having. The question is do I really need someone charging me $150 an hour to do so? Currently I don't know the answer to that question.
So that's all I have for now. I'm not going to go into the miniscule things that have happened to me since I last posted since I'd rather get some sleep and my life is rather boring to outsider observers.
I've been questioning this whole therapy thing that I have gotten myself into. Mainly because I have this sneaking suspicion that the people that are supposed to be helping me with my depression think that I'm just some punk teenager looking for attention and someone to bitch to about their parents. Yes I believe my parents parenting style had a couple of fundamental flaws in it but I don't believe they did it on purpose. No I don't hate them or have any intention of "getting back" at them. Yes I'm trying to improve things and SOLVE the problems I'm having. The question is do I really need someone charging me $150 an hour to do so? Currently I don't know the answer to that question.
So that's all I have for now. I'm not going to go into the miniscule things that have happened to me since I last posted since I'd rather get some sleep and my life is rather boring to outsider observers.