Ok so it's been a while since I've updated...one month exact today, apparently. No it's not because I don't love you. You guys and your IBT's rock. I've just been going through a lot of nasty mental things. All of which have lead to me going in to therapy. Which after being on a month long waiting list I just got the call to be put into my local hospital's psych department bi-polar program. Apparently it's going to be some serious shit since they have a whole special group for me and everything. Woo.
The scary thing for me is that have no support group what so ever. My friends are now no where to be found and my parents...well they're still in a state of denial.
So yeah, I go in for my first appointment Jan. 23rd. Wish me luck.
The only problem I foresee is that I've come to the conclusion that it's probably best that I get the hell out of this town. Which of course means finding a new place to get therapy.
Hopefully a new place will allow me to make some new friends. I seem to have few to none right now. I've always had trouble making friends. I seem to always get stuck with people who are hanging around me just to get something from me.
The scary thing for me is that have no support group what so ever. My friends are now no where to be found and my parents...well they're still in a state of denial.
So yeah, I go in for my first appointment Jan. 23rd. Wish me luck.
The only problem I foresee is that I've come to the conclusion that it's probably best that I get the hell out of this town. Which of course means finding a new place to get therapy.
Hopefully a new place will allow me to make some new friends. I seem to have few to none right now. I've always had trouble making friends. I seem to always get stuck with people who are hanging around me just to get something from me.
mockingbird:
Good luck. Support groups are supposed to help a lot.