Man the last five days are so have been kind of strange.
Between having a friend who I haven't talked to in a while call me up Thursday being all friendly and going geocaching with me on Friday then turn into an asshole for no reason and the strange dreams I've been having, I'm a little thrown.
So I'll start at the beginning for those of you who want the full story. So my on and off again friend Tom calls me up on Thursday asking a favor (he needed to use an external hard drive of mine) and to see if I might want to go geocaching. So we hung out for a while and decided to hang out the next day. The next day we decided to go geocaching. All was well. We had a banner day and had a pretty good time. The next day he wanted to come over and watch the Michigan game. This was fine by me. The arrangement was he'd give me a call when he woke up around 12:30. But this was where things changed for the worst. 12:30 comes and goes. At 1:30 I give him a call...no answer. So I go out to check on him and after having to wake him up by knocking on his window out in the cold and rain (he wasn't answering his door bell) he just ignores me, climbs back into bed swearing at me. WTF...I'm seriously confused...but oh well.
As for the dreams I think those have been just my loneliness coming out.
The first one was about a friend of mine who I was heavily attracted to. In the dream she was extremely cuddly and affectionate but she was tell me how she had lung cancer.
The second was just last night and it seemed to be about Elizabeth, the girl that lived across the hall from me up at school in Canada. The odd thing was the setting was kind of sci fi. It seemed to be a lot like that show Dark Angel I guess. I was at some place where I was trying to escape but I was captured right before because I was trying to find this girl to say that I loved her. I woke up just after I was being shot with a tranquilizer dart and watching her being taken away. I mean apparently my mind still hasn't gotten over her or the fact that I never told her how I felt (but I was told later that she had some idea.) My reasoning for never telling her was that she was too perfect and was going to do something great with her life an I didn't want to be the one that ruined it for her. Self defeating I know but I didn't really see any other way.
So throw your thoughts into my comments. I apologize for the rash of really deep and depressing entries.
Between having a friend who I haven't talked to in a while call me up Thursday being all friendly and going geocaching with me on Friday then turn into an asshole for no reason and the strange dreams I've been having, I'm a little thrown.
So I'll start at the beginning for those of you who want the full story. So my on and off again friend Tom calls me up on Thursday asking a favor (he needed to use an external hard drive of mine) and to see if I might want to go geocaching. So we hung out for a while and decided to hang out the next day. The next day we decided to go geocaching. All was well. We had a banner day and had a pretty good time. The next day he wanted to come over and watch the Michigan game. This was fine by me. The arrangement was he'd give me a call when he woke up around 12:30. But this was where things changed for the worst. 12:30 comes and goes. At 1:30 I give him a call...no answer. So I go out to check on him and after having to wake him up by knocking on his window out in the cold and rain (he wasn't answering his door bell) he just ignores me, climbs back into bed swearing at me. WTF...I'm seriously confused...but oh well.
As for the dreams I think those have been just my loneliness coming out.
The first one was about a friend of mine who I was heavily attracted to. In the dream she was extremely cuddly and affectionate but she was tell me how she had lung cancer.
The second was just last night and it seemed to be about Elizabeth, the girl that lived across the hall from me up at school in Canada. The odd thing was the setting was kind of sci fi. It seemed to be a lot like that show Dark Angel I guess. I was at some place where I was trying to escape but I was captured right before because I was trying to find this girl to say that I loved her. I woke up just after I was being shot with a tranquilizer dart and watching her being taken away. I mean apparently my mind still hasn't gotten over her or the fact that I never told her how I felt (but I was told later that she had some idea.) My reasoning for never telling her was that she was too perfect and was going to do something great with her life an I didn't want to be the one that ruined it for her. Self defeating I know but I didn't really see any other way.
So throw your thoughts into my comments. I apologize for the rash of really deep and depressing entries.
You also deleted my comment to your past journal?
i don't know if you did it by mistake or i wrote something that bothered you,both ways you could have told me.
If you are still in the mood to I wanted to ask how to upload torrents in Oink.
I always seeded everything i downloaded but this worked with demonoid with whom i have a share ratio of 0,6 but it seems it doesn't work with Oink that i have a very low share ratio of 0,025 and only 6 days to upload 1,20gb of stuff.
Being new to this thing i don't know how to create a torrent and don't even know if i can or i'm allowed tio upload an already existing torrent.
If you would be kind to reply to me thank you very much,otherwise thank you anyway.
Just would like to know if i did or said something that got you mad because i usually try to be a kind person.