So I'm back in school. Hopefully it won't be as bad as last year. Because even I don't enjoy being mentally fucked over and asking the same question, "why?", over and over.
I have nothing against WCC but I keep looking for another fellow student that makes me think. I guess that's what I need right now, someone to make me think about something from a totally different direction. Someone that makes me think, deeply.
Though I really do miss CFRC. Those people were wonderful. I mean they actually made me feel like I belonged.
I keep thinking back to this time one year ago. I remember it so vividly. Too vividly.
When you have no one to really talk to that's what you end up doing...replaying shit over and over. Most of the time I can laugh at my self but then there's those nights when I just can't.
People are weird creatures when you think about it. Or maybe I'm just one.
I have nothing against WCC but I keep looking for another fellow student that makes me think. I guess that's what I need right now, someone to make me think about something from a totally different direction. Someone that makes me think, deeply.
Though I really do miss CFRC. Those people were wonderful. I mean they actually made me feel like I belonged.
I keep thinking back to this time one year ago. I remember it so vividly. Too vividly.
When you have no one to really talk to that's what you end up doing...replaying shit over and over. Most of the time I can laugh at my self but then there's those nights when I just can't.
People are weird creatures when you think about it. Or maybe I'm just one.
I'm a nice human being. I think I deserve a little Oink.