I'm back from Utah, Moab, Utah. Just in case anyone was wondering about my absence. Yes SG I missed you. Sorry I didn't visit in Utah but the hotel internet sucked and you wouldn't load.
So my trip. It was one of those attempts by my mother to try and make up for not being there and generally fucking up as a parent. To put it shortly. But I just made the best of it since my mother decided not to give me a choice on going. (Great way to try and impress and win someone's affection don't you think?) Before the second day I had already had two break downs/anxiety attacks. One on the plane to Salt Lake City and one in the hotel room at 3am. To make matters worse I had a migraine for about 48 straight (from the plane ride to about the second or third day.)
But I don't want to sound too negative. I mean I made the best of a bad situation. Moab had some wonderful sights and some wonderful mountain biking. And that's where I would like to leave it.
As for the other things in my life...well...I still a very lonely person. But I have gone back to my old habits of just trying to help other people with their problems.
Also in other news I just watched High Fidelity and I had forgotten how much I loved that movie. Maybe I just love it more since it portrays a lot of what the indie music and general music scene is like. Or at least what it was like working at my radio station. But it also started me thinking about my love life or lack of and gave me a little hope. It reminded me that really I should hold out for that special "real life girl" and not settle for someone who is still pretending to me someone they aren't.
Still I'm fucking lonely but don't want to get into fucked up relationships like in previous years of my life. What's a boy to do.
On that note I think I'll probably be going...you see there's this web site with all kinds of cool girls and the best part...they undress for you. Maybe you've heard of it?
So my trip. It was one of those attempts by my mother to try and make up for not being there and generally fucking up as a parent. To put it shortly. But I just made the best of it since my mother decided not to give me a choice on going. (Great way to try and impress and win someone's affection don't you think?) Before the second day I had already had two break downs/anxiety attacks. One on the plane to Salt Lake City and one in the hotel room at 3am. To make matters worse I had a migraine for about 48 straight (from the plane ride to about the second or third day.)
But I don't want to sound too negative. I mean I made the best of a bad situation. Moab had some wonderful sights and some wonderful mountain biking. And that's where I would like to leave it.
As for the other things in my life...well...I still a very lonely person. But I have gone back to my old habits of just trying to help other people with their problems.
Also in other news I just watched High Fidelity and I had forgotten how much I loved that movie. Maybe I just love it more since it portrays a lot of what the indie music and general music scene is like. Or at least what it was like working at my radio station. But it also started me thinking about my love life or lack of and gave me a little hope. It reminded me that really I should hold out for that special "real life girl" and not settle for someone who is still pretending to me someone they aren't.
Still I'm fucking lonely but don't want to get into fucked up relationships like in previous years of my life. What's a boy to do.
On that note I think I'll probably be going...you see there's this web site with all kinds of cool girls and the best part...they undress for you. Maybe you've heard of it?