Hello interweb,
I'm extremely depressed so I'm trying to cheer my self up here...also do laundry because for some odd reason doing my laundry makes me happy.
I've also noticed that you the interweb seem to like my post in bullet points so I guess I'll try and stick to that.
I'm not quite sure how I feel about this week. Some shitty things have occurred and some cool things have happened.
Here's the shitty:
-I had my car almost towed at a "friend's" apartment in which I had to pay $140 dollars to get them to release my car. Which is the cause of my current depressed downward spiral. I mean I was visiting a friend of mine and parked in his building's lot where there was no signage about being towed for being there a fucking HOUR! at 11:00pm. Ok I could understand if I had stayed the night and been there a while but it was an HOUR in a lot with plenty of parking spots and I was parked properly. Whatever, nothing I could do about it. I don't know or care about his building management and I know yelling at a tow truck driver who is just doing his job wasn't going to fix my problem.
-Said "friend" above has stopped calling me back for no reason. He's not mad at me, I didn't do anything to him.
-I still have some pretty shitty depressed sprees centred around my time at school in Kingston. I still don't know why it bothers me so much but it does.
-I'm still very very lonely but have the moral fiber to wait and try and find a decent human being who is interested in a real relationship and not just to use me as a placeholder.
-I've yet to get a call back from any of the places I've applied for jobs at.
-I have a mega fucking monster of a headache right now.
Now the positive stuff:
-One of my other friends has actually started calling me back and seems to have grown leaps and bounds with her maturity level.
-I've been able to get out of the house and have fun with that friend. And oddly enough she seems to enjoy geocaching. (Google it if you want to know more.)
-I didn't fail any classes at Queen's and I found a way to officially say that I'm not coming back.
Alright so I think that helped a little bit. Though I could use a hug if anyone can spare one.
P.S. Sorry any spelling or grammar mistakes I have a really bad headache remember?
I'm extremely depressed so I'm trying to cheer my self up here...also do laundry because for some odd reason doing my laundry makes me happy.
I've also noticed that you the interweb seem to like my post in bullet points so I guess I'll try and stick to that.
I'm not quite sure how I feel about this week. Some shitty things have occurred and some cool things have happened.
Here's the shitty:
-I had my car almost towed at a "friend's" apartment in which I had to pay $140 dollars to get them to release my car. Which is the cause of my current depressed downward spiral. I mean I was visiting a friend of mine and parked in his building's lot where there was no signage about being towed for being there a fucking HOUR! at 11:00pm. Ok I could understand if I had stayed the night and been there a while but it was an HOUR in a lot with plenty of parking spots and I was parked properly. Whatever, nothing I could do about it. I don't know or care about his building management and I know yelling at a tow truck driver who is just doing his job wasn't going to fix my problem.
-Said "friend" above has stopped calling me back for no reason. He's not mad at me, I didn't do anything to him.
-I still have some pretty shitty depressed sprees centred around my time at school in Kingston. I still don't know why it bothers me so much but it does.
-I'm still very very lonely but have the moral fiber to wait and try and find a decent human being who is interested in a real relationship and not just to use me as a placeholder.
-I've yet to get a call back from any of the places I've applied for jobs at.
-I have a mega fucking monster of a headache right now.
Now the positive stuff:
-One of my other friends has actually started calling me back and seems to have grown leaps and bounds with her maturity level.
-I've been able to get out of the house and have fun with that friend. And oddly enough she seems to enjoy geocaching. (Google it if you want to know more.)
-I didn't fail any classes at Queen's and I found a way to officially say that I'm not coming back.
Alright so I think that helped a little bit. Though I could use a hug if anyone can spare one.
P.S. Sorry any spelling or grammar mistakes I have a really bad headache remember?
weasley:
i have hugs to spare...well, if you could give me a knitting lesson... 