As of today I'm unemployed again. By choice of course...sort of. I quit after being threatened at work by a customer for the billionth time during a closing shift, which are always done alone since that company says they don't make enough money to have two people close late at night. I just felt unsafe and they never honored my requests to have some day...
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mildots:
Just let it be. Take some time and look for a new job and have a whiskey or two. 
Gah, I feel so alone right now. I feel depressed but it doesn't feel like it used to. Probably because of the meds. Which is probably a good thing. I mean it's a good thing that the depression isn't as crippling. Still it bothers me that the root causes are still there. I mean there are a few people who still need to get on...
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Wow. Things are crazy. My trip to Toronto to try and get set up for school was productive but still didn't make me feel any better about the whole situation. Even with the decision for me to start classes in January vs. September hasn't calmed my nerves. Kind of feel like I'm fighting an up hill battle alone which probably has something to do with...
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tiggie:
Parents are notoriously bad at giving advice. Well, all of my family is.
Starting in January's probably a good move but I do feel sorry for you on having to put up with a shit job for the extra time.
What are you planning to study? I'm sure I know I just can't think right now.
Starting in January's probably a good move but I do feel sorry for you on having to put up with a shit job for the extra time.
What are you planning to study? I'm sure I know I just can't think right now.
tiggie:
Awesome. That sounds like a really good course to get your teeth into.
Wow. Things are crazy. My trip to Toronto to try and get set up for school was productive but still didn't make me feel any better about the whole situation. Even with the decision for me to start classes in January vs. September hasn't calmed my nerves. Kind of feel like I'm fighting an up hill battle alone which probably has something to do with...
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So I have this giant white board in my room that is basically covered with all of the planning and to dos for me moving to Toronto and starting school.
I think it basically reenforces the fact that I'm screwed...royally.
Maybe it's a good idea to see if they will defer my admission a semester? What's the Pros and Cons of that? I mean besides...
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I think it basically reenforces the fact that I'm screwed...royally.
Maybe it's a good idea to see if they will defer my admission a semester? What's the Pros and Cons of that? I mean besides...
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Wow I guess it's been a little while since my last update.
Oscar is doing much better and after a few weeks of worrying about this whole cancer thing I found out from the cancer specialist today that he doesn't have cancer at all. A large hernia but no cancer. So I'll take that as a good thing.
Work has been crap. I mean the...
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Oscar is doing much better and after a few weeks of worrying about this whole cancer thing I found out from the cancer specialist today that he doesn't have cancer at all. A large hernia but no cancer. So I'll take that as a good thing.
Work has been crap. I mean the...
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Just a little update.
Oscar (my cat) is doing much better. Many heart felt thanks to Tiggle for her kind words.
We had a couple of anxious nights but he seems to be on the road to recovery. Though things may not be all bunnies and buttercups. It appears on top of the injuries he sustained being chased by the dog and falling from out...
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Oscar (my cat) is doing much better. Many heart felt thanks to Tiggle for her kind words.
We had a couple of anxious nights but he seems to be on the road to recovery. Though things may not be all bunnies and buttercups. It appears on top of the injuries he sustained being chased by the dog and falling from out...
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tiggie:
Awwww, poor little man. Hope he recovers from his injuries soon and that the surgery goes well. I'll continue to cross everything for him.
Yep once again life proves again that things can get worse even when they are bad.
An unleashed dog chased and attacked my cat today. Long story short I'm not sure my cat will make it through the night.
An unleashed dog chased and attacked my cat today. Long story short I'm not sure my cat will make it through the night.
tiggie:
Keeping my fingers crossed for your kitty. *hugs*
Damn it. I wish my depression would really just go away. Things were going so well.
tiggie:
*Hugs*
Man today has really been a bad day. I went to my Aunt's funeral. I think it took everything I had not to ball into tears.
Worse I had to go into work afterwards. I was working with a pretty cool co-worker, I was just depressed because the management seems to be in chaos and they have me planned for a six hour plus closing...
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Worse I had to go into work afterwards. I was working with a pretty cool co-worker, I was just depressed because the management seems to be in chaos and they have me planned for a six hour plus closing...
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tiggie:
Sorry about your aunt hun, I can't believe they made you work after that. What a bunch of bastards.
Dads are good at letting you know you messed up after the occurance aren't they? Especially when they say helpful things like "I knew this would happen". Really? Could have told me then!
I don't think an unwavering rock exists, it's expecting far to much from one person. Only lightly wavering rocks are the best bet, theres a few more of them.
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Dads are good at letting you know you messed up after the occurance aren't they? Especially when they say helpful things like "I knew this would happen". Really? Could have told me then!
I don't think an unwavering rock exists, it's expecting far to much from one person. Only lightly wavering rocks are the best bet, theres a few more of them.
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I guess it's been a while since I've updated...it's just a lot has been happening in my life. Both good and bad things.
My birthday was awesome. I had a very nice dinner with my Dad. We went to Ashley's pub for a pint. I got a bottle 21 year old scotch to mark the event.
I just found out today that got accepted as...
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My birthday was awesome. I had a very nice dinner with my Dad. We went to Ashley's pub for a pint. I got a bottle 21 year old scotch to mark the event.
I just found out today that got accepted as...
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It's Friday the 13th...so you know what that means...time to go dig up some demons from my past and dance with them.