jackinblack

my pay came through early so now iam finally eating
what a piece of madness that was and what new dirlium food deprivation does
i just became really slow
like a really old decripet apathetic droog
horrible
still its only soup from a seven eleven but it tates like the best thing ive ever eaten ever !!!
also now that my brain has dried out and various substances have left my immediate system i am able to comprehend my scenario
and iam at once repelled shocked glad and apprehensive
things are going to get bad before getting better
the next month or so will be turmoil
but at least iam able to brace myself
hold onto the mast so to speak
regardless
ultimately its been along time coming and glad that ive maintained my integrity
its quite a story but iam not telling that here as its weird to just float such stuff out there
a hell ofa last 5 days
life changing
in fact every available sensation has poured through me
(along with alot of other substances)
and i kept my sense of worth intact !!!
iam proud of myself !!
though abit empty and soul tired
noone seems to really understand shit around these part...
so i might duck out
i need to aim for new horizons anyway
wat say u ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

"Ooooooh - stop

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But theres nothing in it
And youll ask yourself

Where is my mind ...."