I am begining to think I have a huge problem. Pretty much all my life I have hated myself. Seriously, to the point that I can name every little tiny thing that makes me suck.
The past couple years, however, I have been doing soo good. I have been a positive, happy person.
Lately, it has all come flooding back... I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror... I have also become stir crazy... I can't stand being "stuck" at home after work everyday (lack of funds, lack of friends)...
It's like I just want to be... I dunno ... new? weird huh?
grr... life is frustrating sometimes. Especially when you feel this lost.
(sorry, guess I just had to write it down somewhere)
The past couple years, however, I have been doing soo good. I have been a positive, happy person.
Lately, it has all come flooding back... I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror... I have also become stir crazy... I can't stand being "stuck" at home after work everyday (lack of funds, lack of friends)...
It's like I just want to be... I dunno ... new? weird huh?
grr... life is frustrating sometimes. Especially when you feel this lost.
(sorry, guess I just had to write it down somewhere)