not exactly having the time of my life i guess i should be having. i don't know, maybe september is the wrong time of year for someone from michigan to come down here. i'm just getting used to the nice fall weather at home and starting to be less annoyed when its warm out, then i come down here where its hot as balls. my sisters and i went for a walk this morning at like 10:30 or something and when we got back i had sweat through my shirt completely. i haven't gone swimming or anything yet, i guess i'm sort of self concious because of my tattoos. everyone else down here, if they have any tattoos at all, have like one or two small ones on their arms or something so i fell like no matter what i'm being stared at. i know full well that they are all my own doing, as is the nose ring which attracts more attention than it does at home i guess the richy riches don't get tattooes covering their bodies and bi to bg holes through their noses. as a joke i picked up a magazine that had houses for sale in it and they seriously started at like almost half a mil and went up to like 9 mil. 9 million for a fucking house. i will admit they drawing they had for it (they won't finish building for another year yet) looked nice, kind of like a 4 story castle.
i guess i'll probably calm down about that stuff in the next day or so. i had a hard time relaxing when my grandparents took me on a cruise like 11 years ago too.
on the subject of them, they aren't helping anything. i've barely been sleeping for probably 2 months and i figured away from my usual stimuli i should be able to actually snag some z's. i'm guessing it has to do with my sporadic work scedule and lack of structure at home. plus why sleep when i can watch the history channel international all night? down here i've been ok with falling asleep so far but then my grandpa decides that he needs to come into the living room to sleep on the lazy boy. this in and of itself is annoying because how can i sit there and watch adult swim or whatever if i wake up if he is sitting there? same applies for reading, its hard to read with someone sitting 5 feet away from you wondering why you aren't sleeping at 2-4 am. last night he started snoring his ass off at 2:30. i ended up getting up with my pillow and walking into the room my sisters are in and sleeping on their floor. i guess they are working on some sort of setup so i can sleep in there tonight and not have to worry about being woken up.
tomorrow we go parasailing so maybe that will be fun. i need to get my ass to a cvs or something though. because you can't bring liquids on the airplane i didn't bring my spf 50 and i'm afraid of burning/ tanning/ losing ink color. that spf 15 just ain't gonna cut it, i need some serious stuff, and i'm not about to pay 10 bucks for a huge tube if i'm only gonna be here for a few more days.
oh and i need something to read, anyone have any thoughts on something good? i just finished the thrid dexter book, which was suprisingly great. i expected it to suck based on what i had read about it. that'll learn me not to listen to critics i guess. unless they say something is awesome, then it might be worth checking into.
i guess i'll probably calm down about that stuff in the next day or so. i had a hard time relaxing when my grandparents took me on a cruise like 11 years ago too.
on the subject of them, they aren't helping anything. i've barely been sleeping for probably 2 months and i figured away from my usual stimuli i should be able to actually snag some z's. i'm guessing it has to do with my sporadic work scedule and lack of structure at home. plus why sleep when i can watch the history channel international all night? down here i've been ok with falling asleep so far but then my grandpa decides that he needs to come into the living room to sleep on the lazy boy. this in and of itself is annoying because how can i sit there and watch adult swim or whatever if i wake up if he is sitting there? same applies for reading, its hard to read with someone sitting 5 feet away from you wondering why you aren't sleeping at 2-4 am. last night he started snoring his ass off at 2:30. i ended up getting up with my pillow and walking into the room my sisters are in and sleeping on their floor. i guess they are working on some sort of setup so i can sleep in there tonight and not have to worry about being woken up.
tomorrow we go parasailing so maybe that will be fun. i need to get my ass to a cvs or something though. because you can't bring liquids on the airplane i didn't bring my spf 50 and i'm afraid of burning/ tanning/ losing ink color. that spf 15 just ain't gonna cut it, i need some serious stuff, and i'm not about to pay 10 bucks for a huge tube if i'm only gonna be here for a few more days.
oh and i need something to read, anyone have any thoughts on something good? i just finished the thrid dexter book, which was suprisingly great. i expected it to suck based on what i had read about it. that'll learn me not to listen to critics i guess. unless they say something is awesome, then it might be worth checking into.