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jackalnoir

Raleigh or Charlotte NC

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Wednesday Mar 23, 2005

Mar 23, 2005
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Another week at home without internet, oh the joys of living in a house with a Senior Systems Analyst, computer engineer father who helps run the Nonstop servers which banks use every minute of the day. And Yet, we have no idea of cable outside of his home office. We don't even have craptacular AOL. Now that's irony. Oh well, i'll miss all my kids.
No internet makes me go crazy. So i'll get a tattoo instead, and take lots of bday pix of me and my brother. Stay safe everyone.

Now i'm going to have to remind you something. As i always say, you are beautiful. You know when you wake up without makeup, perhaps covered in sweat, dirt or tears? That is when i find you the most wonderful, for that is when you are at your most human. Beauty has never been physical. Although i will maintain that the most beautiful part of a person is their eyes, the conduit to their heart and soul. We all know eyes are expressive, but watch someone's eyes when they are thinking deep or perfectly happy. It is an amazing experience every single time.

Speaking on perfection, i have two things to say. The world is shit, and nothing will ever be perfect. The world can be perfect, if we make it so. I cannot describe my idea of perfection really. I understand that the world is flawed in many ways, but that is the beauty of it. It is up to us to change that, to make it beautiful and perfect!

The reason why i am the way i am is that i have seen so much shit in my life, have lived in the imperfect and scarred world for my whole life. I hate the world and I especially hate people. I hate them so much, I began to love the world. I thought, how Dare people treat others the way they treated me. I could never sit by and watch someone get pushed down and kicked around their whole life. I hated people so much I vowed to make this world beautiful for all the others just like me. I became happy in my angry political state, and that is where I am today. Ferociously political and principled, and joyous of the world I am helping to create.
Change Starts With YOU Today.

That's it, have a beautiful week. Hope easter goes well for everyone. I'll be cooking it up in Charlotte. Love and miss you all.
ARRR!!!
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schoolgirl:
every time I read your journals or talk to you, I wish you were my little brother. you're beautiful as hell.

as far as make up, I never wear it. I wear a ridiculous amount of eyeliner, but I mean like face make up, no way. I actually feel prettier being natural. you could see my wrinkles and blemishes and they feel good to be part of me.

I accepted I was perfect a few years ago. I am perfect because I know who I am and what I am capable of. I am perfect because I know I make mistakes and they are part of life. making mistakes and doing things right are the same. you gotta learn from both. that's why I am perfect. and you are too. we are the way we are meant to be and when we embrace that, we are perfect.
Mar 24, 2005
casusluciferi:
Hey the emcee lynx was pretty sick, I dug it, very laid back and conscious, thanks for the music.

I agree that change definately does start with you. It is better to liberate yourself (or at least try) before you begin to liberate the world. I think that is why most fundamentalist are wrong, they live double lives.

Anyeays hope you have fun in charlotte, peace man
Mar 25, 2005

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