jackalnoir

Heresy made the comment my buddylist was hot, and i do believe he is right. Not hot, well ok yes totally hot but beautiful is more the word. Some beauty doesn't manifest in a physical form, but stands out as a characteristic that charms and draws you towards a person. This is much better than physical beauty, because it never fades and time has no meaning to it. I've always tended to like those who others find unattractive because when someone has always been seen as ugly, and they themselves begin to believe this there is something which is born that no amount of passion or imagery can describe. Something deep within the human spirit which elicits a gentle and complete love from me, to see someone downtrodden and sad but so incredibly beautiful on the inside. I think thats what attracted me to this site, to witness in wonder beauty both physical and manifest. Certainly these girls and these bois have something enchanting within them which drives them always on, and always makes me smile.

On another note the last shred of reality has escaped me. I no longer have any fear of anything, life will flow and we are powerless to stop it. I resign myself to whatever comes my way, whether it be bad or good. Some of us have to be Dharma Bums, some of us heroes. I just want to be whoever I am supposed to be, and be it to the fullest.