jack_razor

Like a thousand plagues over my soul and the smell coming from behind the trees makes me sick it bring sflash backs from the past haunting me reddish gold and silver a hint of rust and blood my eyes they burn from the dying embers once known as me they suffocate the dying embers once known as me I can't make out the names on the wall they're rusted and covered with blood take my hands force feed me trauma take my hands and nail them together take all that I see and force feed me trauma as the candle light fades my hands are nailed together my eyes burn one last kiss from my sweet sarin force fed trauma

Succubus, with eyes agleam Please come for me in darkest dreams I worship thee, my demon queen Goddess of all deeds unclean Thy celestial body eclipsing mine Like occultation when spheres align Wrists kissed with razor lips divine Drink of mine like wine sipped from a brimming chalice Like a semen dripped from a demon’s phallus In purest pleasure—ecstasy Unfurl thy limbs—Envelop me Captivated by thy immortal beauty Eternal darkness engulfs me Succubus, be unto me Please come for me, nocturnally That I may be as one with thee In the embrace of eternity Thus spake the Devil’s concubine: “My soul is damned, but my heart is thine” Like serpents slithering hither and thither Our spines entwined that night divine Beneath a veil of pale moonlight I pulled her close, pulled her unclothed A masterpiece unsheathed Her body was a work of art A flawless sculpture betwixt my sheets She quivered and quaked like a woman possessed Exorcised naked beneath my ardent caress We embraced like rotting lovers Molesting one another six feet under Serenaded by the crack of distant thunder A lithe lycanthrope at my freely offered throat She feasted flesh asunder to appease her beastly hunger Parting arteries like red seas Like autumnal leaves from trembling trees She, with legs spread like disease Sang arias on hands and knees Crimson ribbons cascaded palisades of flesh Painting scarlet portraits on tortured canvas Whilst the moon in full bloom cast its lunar caress Upon her sculpturesque, glistening breasts Like a brush upon the canvas The preying of the mantis As scavengers in ravenous rapture We devoured red showers of pleasure Together forever in vampiric lust In a netherworld of never-surrendering dusk Consumed like doomed Prometheus Enwombed in a tenebrous Tartarus Descending into the yawning abyss A churning maelstrom of madness Pain and pleasure, in equal measure With passion, we kiss in deathless bliss

Black is my heart black is this world In chaos we rule in chaos we see Icy death takes us now Suffocates the eternal night Gray old creatures seek new life Black is the ocean gray on the clouds In chaos we see There is no time There are no new days to arise We travel blind In search of something Something more Black is the ocean gray on the clouds Reflections of the water Reflections of the moon reflections of cloud We anew take me away Walk with me to the edge of the world Black is my heart black is this world In chaos we see There is no time There are no new days to arise We travel blind In search of something There is no time There are no new days to arise We travel blind In search of something Something more Endlessness like it’s the dawn of the moon And in dismount We will sail the world Show all the world There is no time There are no new days to arise We travel blind In search of something Black is my heart black is this world In chaos we rule in chaos we see Icy death takes us Suffocates the eternal night Gray old creatures seek new life

I remember the day one never so fated It became my darkest of days When kisses scattered the voice Fluttering poison eyes screamed to me Love thy enemies, savor the bittersweet I gave you life I put breath into your lungs, and just the same I will give you to the grave Time For You To Fucking Die

Society I beg of thee Open your hateful arms to me For now I am just like you You see my balls rattle in a jar ‘neath smiling mask remains a past As I recant couldn’t help but laugh Was that really me who had sipped from the glass wrought of all pedophilic sin? Merely the calm thrust between the two most violent storms man’s seen or a libido guillotined forevermore? They dangle bait right in my face That once did make my heart so race But hormonally my desire replaced to quell all but the faintest roar Merrily o mother let them play The boogeyman he has gone away The slender one who would make his prey from the good little girls and boys Come tempt the fates I do implore For I am not He anymore Subject to all parental scorn Demon exiled Threat level number three A badge to my reign of depravity If it’s only my death that can set us all free then what is it we’re waiting for? My crimes of sick lust they’ve secured me a space In a man’s most befeared and respected of place In the home of the horned and His torturing flames I deserve all of this and more Thwarting the raping beast That deep inside me sleeps In a hope that this history will never repeat My dick my gun now obsolete Are we all here just grasping at straws? Is the Devil’s will absolute is it stronger than laws? Can I walk freely down darkened streets that I’ve stalked? Is there truly a hope left for me? Down her leg blood trickled I remember her every breath Chemically castrated Normality is mandated for now Leaden the weight of this arms they could not bear Gonadal atrophy a product of their care Reclusive enemy inside me he dwells Guilt swells abysmally unequaled my hells Society I truly beg of thee I should remain behind silver lock and key Feeling the rip of young tissues ‘round my meat Now a fading dream to this pitch-blackened sheep Threat level number three A badge to my reign of depravity If it’s only my death that can set us all free then what is it we’re waiting for? My crimes of sick lust they’ve secured me a space In a man’s most befeared and respected of place In the home of the horned and His torturing flames I deserve all of this and more Thwarting the raping beast That deep inside me sleeps In a hope that this history will never repeat My dick my gun now obsolete Are we all here just grasping at straws? The Devil’s will absolute is it stronger than laws? Can I walk freely down darkened streets that I’ve stalked? Is there truly a hope that is left for poor pathetic fucking me?

What hells await me Riding the violent winds of time Chasing visions along the way Am I forgotten Well my death won't be in vain My existence is shattered and the lights go dim The end of days One thousand worlds I would cast away to escape When the curtains fall down upon the darkened plains What hells await me This moment stands eternally Staring down my own demise Fear and awe consume me as I discover my own mortality I am taken to the place where the angels do not dwell To the kingdom of dis We will meet again at the gates of eternal slumber And with you in my dreams I am dying to sleep eternal My body lies cold but my soul forever burns