jack_razor

For too long have I walked this earth My journey should have ended many moons ago Grief, despair and pain are the only memoairs that are left Forsaken is the ghost of my past I have burned all the letters There's only one bridge left to cross There came a man knocking on my door He speaks in silence There came a man knocking on my door I take his hand and far away we go He rides on wings of iron He shows me an abyss darker than night Trust me I have been there And there's not much there to see I hear death knocking on my door He speaks in silence I take his hand and far away we go Everyday is a battle that I must fight all alone Still there's a part that's fighting inside telling me not to let go I feel his presence, I feel his breath I take his hand and die I shall

"Sitting alone, staring blankly at the floor, my thoughts turn to her...." What to say? (she is so beautiful, she'd never want me) Who is she? (she says nothing to no one perpetually) Back of the room, her face in a book, her skirt riding high on her thighNumber one student, top of the class, she exists to no one but me.... What to say? (she is so beautiful, she'd never want me) Who is she? (she says nothing to no one perpetually) What to say? (she is so beautiful, she'd never want me) Who is she? (she says nothing to no one perpetually) I sometimes notice the bruise on her face, or the swollen lip And most often I gaze at the cross which hangs between her breasts.... 'So soft and gentle...so beautiful..." I dream of her....Playing out scenes in my mind... I dream of her....Kissing me gently, caressing... I must kill her....She doesn't want me, she'll die... I must kill her....She can have no one but me! (Here I come!!) Venturing into the street.... I know where she lives.... I know where her bedroom is.... I know everything about her... She'll see- I'll show her She'll see- I'll show her -Her light is off, but her bedroom door is open, I can see her... Legs spread, I can hear her moans through the window.... "But there's something wrong," ....she gazes at a picture of Jesus.... Watching her in that room, I am in love with her....

Repulsive sermonizer, vile wrathful prophesier Psalms and chants disgorging in hateful tongues Line up his children one by one forced to be hung Let the sin filled air be ripped from their lungs All the daughters, and the sons, and everyone you think you loved The life that you lived that you thought was enough Was not good enough when corrupt judgement day comes The immortal question The cesspool we rest in The immortal question When will you learn your fucking lesson? Immortal, obscurity In death, was once beauty Eternal, tyrrany A life of purpose bound to cruelty The mouth sewn prophets Bleed from their lips For the scriptures of serpent skin, they can still run Unanswered, inside Empowered, in solace The immortal question The cesspool we rest in The immortal question When will you learn your fucking lesson? Immortal, obscurity In death, was once beauty Eternal, tyrrany A life of purpose bound to cruelty The immortal question The cesspool we rest in The immortal question The final breath that slips from your lungs Is when you learn your lesson The immortal question The final breath that slips from your lungs Is when you learn your lesson All this madness All of your depression All of this madness The scriptures, they will no longer be forced in And shoved down your throat Immortal, obscurity In death, was once beauty Eternal, tyrrany A life of purpose bound to cruelty The scripture they wrote Will no longer be force fed And shoved down your throat

PART I: Dancing Like Flames Captivate meBecome my escapeI can't look awayYou were my everythingIf the past is just dustThen the future could be our dreamIf all we have is now, this eternityIgnite my satisfaction, engulf meWe're dancing like flames, flickering in the nightWe sway in time with the wind before melting awayYou're far from my reach but not far out of sightYou know the way to my heart but you just play the strings againFlicker like shadows dancing beyond the flameCaptivate, hypnotized by the fire in her eyesYou took me by surpriseAnd then you disappeared in the blink of an eyePull me into the pyreEngulf me in flamesCaptivate me, eidolon, gravityMagnetic, pull me toward my ecstasyWe're dancing like flames, flickering in the nightWe sway in time with the wind before melting awayYou're far from my reach but not far out of sightYou know the way to my heart but you just play the strings againFlicker like shadows dancing beyond the flamesEnchanting, mesmerizedTake what is left of my lifeA wrinkle in timeWhere did you go?A wrinkle in timeTake what is left of my lifeBefore you go, show me what it's like to finally knowThe face behind the silhouetteIn this world I made to be infiniteBut within the expanse, I finally seeA world without you isn't meant for meWhere do you go when I close my eyes?What do you see looking back at me?Am I just a ghost just like you, caught between theSeams of two intertwining melodies?PART II: After All I’ve Done, I’ll DisappearI'll disappear (I'll disappear)It's like the world I knew keeps passingUnlike the void I have becomePicking up pieces left from another lifeThis fleeting memory is everything you left behindI'm just a whisper, just a specter locked away in timeThis purgatory is eating away at my mindLeft to wander, left to dissipateWithout you I will never be the sameLeft to confide insecurityWhen you disappeared you took a part of meI see you over and overFar beyond meI'm drifting awayEven inside a dreamThis world has no meaningAnd after all that I've doneAfter all of my painAfter all that I've becomeWill I disappear, disappearLike a ghost in the breeze?Like fading memoriesLike the world you left was only just a dreamSo I'll disappear, I'll disappear, I'll disappearIt's like the world I knew keeps passingUnlike the void I have becomeLetting go of perfection, another lieThis wretched melody is everything you left to dieI'm just a vacuum, just a fragment, an echo in timeThis purgatory is eating away everythingLeft to suffer, left without your placeWithout you I will never be the sameLet me see you one more timeWhen you disappeared you took a part of meI see you over and overFar beyond meI'm drifting awayEven inside a dreamThis world (this world) has no meaningAnd after all that I've doneAfter all of my painAfter all that I've becomeWill I disappear, disappearLike a ghost in the breeze?Like fading memoriesLike the world you left was only just a dreamSo I'll disappear, I'll disappear, I'll disappearAfter all that I've doneAfter all of my painThis fucking world disintegrates (I'll disappear)And after all that I've doneAfter all of my painAfter all that I've becomeWill I disappear, disappear (disappear)Like a ghost in the breeze?Like fading memoriesLike the world you left was only just a dreamSo I'll disappear (disappear)I'll disappear, I'll disappearPART III: In A Sea Of FireCursed by this apparitionDestined to take its placeA ceaseless existence born of my dream stateManifested and pressed into sandYou've long been cementedDistracted, impacted by the weight of the worldIf this is everything thenI don't want to cut the swatheLet the flames rise and bury me within this fogAn echo, a murmur -A broken melodyI let go of my life but you were just a dreamI'll throw myself into the fire and burn awayRidding this flesh of burden and pray I suffocateI'll salt the earth in a crimson blazeThe world will burn in my fall from graceWitness the death of GodHear the devil's choir as I leave the stageIn a sea of fireIf this is all I am then what's the pointOf pacing lifeEverything that I made became a waste of timeExpressive, depressiveI'm caught up in a lieDecisive, enticingI'd rather fucking dieI'll throw myself into the fire and burn awayRidding this flesh of burden and pray I suffocateI'll salt the earth in a crimson blazeThe world will burn in my fall from graceWitness the death of GodHear the devil's choir as I leave the stageIn a sea of fireI'll damn this world to a sea of flamesForsake the ground and let it bury meYou were nothing but a shackleNow I can breatheLet this fire rain down and bury meBury me, In a sea of flameForsake the ground then let it bury meLet this fire rain down and damn this worldFuck this existenceBring me back to where it all began in the fallWake me up before I lose it allWitness the death of GodHear the devil's choir as I leave the stageIn a sea of fireI'll salt the earth in a crimson blazeThe world will burn in my fall from graceWitness the death of GodHear the devil's choir as I leave the stageIn a sea of fireThis is my epilogue - my soliloquyTake this broken melody straight to the graveDancing like flamesAfter all that I've doneI'll salt the earth and disappear in a sea of fire

They opened the show for the Parkway Drive euro tour, I have seen live in Zürich, not bad at all !!!

@sdawg74 They have excellent compositions

A thousand lights in the night Alone in the spectrum On this sand, I find And realize The light will guide you along I can position your way You're gonna make it Enduring the tireless fight Death in slow motion I'm growing tired of this scene Echoes in your past The light will guide you alone I can position your way You're gonna to make it You had it all Tomorrow's never fine The peace we lost in ourselves are never found You're gonna to make it You had it all Tomorrow's never fine The peace we lost in ourselves are never found You're gonna to make it You had it all Tomorrow's never fine The peace we lost in ourselves are never found You're gonna to make it You had it all Tomorrow's never fine The peace we lost in ourselves are never found You're gonna to make it

Eaten alive by your own devotion Cannibalized by your own beliefs Faith derived by foolish notions The afterlife is for the naïve The treason of all reason A celebration of ignorance Bathing in the blood of the lamb Is the murder of all innocence Assimilation, compensation A congregation to be ignored Fall in line for your own demise For your Lunatic-Liar-Lord Religious weapons of mass destruction A financial weapon for class warfare Monetary need for reproduction Cashing checks written in despair The treason of all reason A celebration of ignorance Bathing in the blood of the lamb Is the murder of all innocence Assimilation, compensation A congregation to be ignored Fall in line for your own demise For your Lunatic-Liar-Lord Warring factions, more distractions Whoring actions to deceive and blind you Their true mission, their one condition Their inquisition to trap and bind you The fear of science and the science of fear Led to the slaughter by your Judas steer Marked with blood and stained with pollution Sell your soul for your own absolution Wager that you'll find him waiting there At the end of your days Enter through the gates of heaven In his name you praise Come to find it's just a state of mind It's a fairy tale We all go to Hell I sing this day a requiem A funeral dirge to the war on Christ The false prince of Bethlehem Exposed as mankind's greatest heist The treason of all reason A celebration of ignorance Bathing in the blood of the lamb Is the murder of all innocence Assimilation, compensation A congregation to be ignored Fall in line for your own demise For your Lunatic-Liar-Lord

Rise! And look at your face Centre of existence leans toward the end One visage of earth Cold flame under the mask Cracked face of dying spaces Millions of lonely splinters disappear Uniting flame start fading Universe enters the new cycle Outlines of uncountable entity growing grew Morbidly dependent sons of error Great dance comes to an end Spheres of existence reaching the center Forms of existence wash away Resemblance becomes a curse Ultimate justice in nothingness Last error is no more

An abomination The last of a family of filth Procreator should have pulled out A fucking waste of sperm Family scorned abhorrance Would've done the world a favor So much aggravation alleviated If you were aborted How pathetic can one be? Always sinking to new levels Years ago written off Cast out for nefarious ways But had no life, no purpose So jealous festers within Feculence excrement An utmost compliment Walking pile of shit With empty words No decency rectitude Or credibility Forthrightness lost A shallow form of life A disgrace without integrity Karma has come to claim The walking dead Eradicate, ravage your being Revulsion intensifies Persevere until i spill blood Jubilate as you die Doors opened wide The pulse of death has arrived The sum of all your fears Exposing all your fucking lies Limbs crack and split Raining teeth, blood and spit Choked screams appear Yet your begging falls upon deaf ears In the trenches we meet again I will reign supreme Destroy all adversaries Fuck your enemies Time and time you fucked me over You are dead to me In the trenches we meet again I will reign supreme Reign supreme! Fucking die now Eat my fucking shit Annihilation I will conquer To the end i will not stop Until you reach your timely demise Lacerate, rip out your throat Decapitate and shit down your neck I blackout in extreme pleasure from watching you writhe in pain Your parasitic existence terminated, piss on your remains