jack_razor

Went from the east to westWith stories to eraseFrom my heart, my fingers my faceI've tried my very bestNo matter wherever I amThere's nothing I can doCause my love has only one nameAnd it's youI believe that some things are destinedThey're meant to happenI believe that my heart had choosenThe one in a millionI've opened all doors and all accessFor you to get intoNow this heart is cold and ist homelessBecause of youMemories forced me to rememberTo safe love from angerI can't stop myself but to wonderWished i had been betterCounting the time that I've wastedOver someone newCause one thing that I ever wantedIs only youIt's only a matter of timeI know soon I will findThat feeling so close to devineSomeone I can call mineBut silence is pounding in my headHit me through and throughWhat everything fails to forgetIs always you

@Eloi I believe that the times are getting better! 🙂

Nothing was supposed to hurt like this.Missing you was always one more kiss.Now there's nothing that I can do One more nail in the coffin, and it's all for you.Always were and always were a simple love story You were everything I ever hoped and dreamed.Drown me in a pool of my blood.It's getting harder just to breathe.I'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't see me sleep.It's getting harder just to say the right things.I've seen the angel's face, and I've heard her sing to me.From my reflection on this razorBlade, I've heard ten thousand dying screams,And they're calling me. the dayWill break on this saddest day, so don't let me wake.I've heard this all before, and I've seen this over and over again. …

The candles have been blown out by the windDon't be scared, my love, I'm right by your sideI still remember the times I walked alone... deadUntil you woke me up and made me come aliveWith her love she feeds the fire in my heartAnd in her eyes, oh the birth of starsThe sun won't shine on me without your love...don't you knowThe cold wind kills the flame in my heart...by its blowShe gave me everything I had cravedThrough the years of painThe years of painWith her love she feeds the fire in my heartOh she's my only lightIn the darkThe sun won't shine on me without your love...don't you knowThe cold wind kills the flame in my heart...by its blowDead Calm all around

Illness and plagues, torture and blightIs what she bringsMocking holy standards, deceiving feeble foolsIs what she lovesGranted with powers, gifted with magicWatching the world through raven eyesDamned woman mischievous whoreHeretic princessDevil's ownHer seductive eleganceExcites your weak fleshHer diabolical beautyEnchants your bewildered mindYou damn womanYou mischievous whoreYou heretic princessYou are Devil's ownA serenade made out of black magicShe has learned to set souls afireAnd makes sure that you neverWill leave it's tranceHer diabolical beautyEnchants your bewildered mind

The first time ever I saw your faceI thought the sun rose in your eyesAnd the moon and the stars were the gift you gaveTo the dark and the endless sky my loveAnd the first time ever I kissed your mouthI felt the earth move through my handsLike the trembling heart of a captive birdThat was there at my commandAnd the first time ever I lay with youI felt your heart so close to mineAnd I know our joy would fill the earthAnd last 'till the end of time, my loveThe first time ever I saw your face

I was buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, alone and unceremoniously...Buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, when life was taken from meOur tree was full and green, I had to leave itThe sadness was overwhelming,To be alone beneath itThe sun came down hot and hard, I could never sleepTo disappear was the only way I could find reliefWhen I was buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, alone and unceremoniously...Buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, when life was taken so suddenlyFirst I paid my respects to Glenn GouldThen I visited the grave of Alexander MuirNext to Eaton's tomb, I hung my head and criedLooking for Joseph Mulgrew, I gave up and diedWhen I was buried...The birds sang, the flowers in bloom, spring had just begunRecently fitted for a suit, now lying in a boxBy summer, I was gone, my remains stolen from the groundMy body never recovered and I was never found...Until nowI was buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, alone and unceremoniouslyBuried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, between the monuments and treesAt the heart of the city, Amongst the statues and fountainsNew life could begin, where the old path I ran came to and endI was buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, alone and unceremoniously...Buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, when life was taken from me

The dream is deadWalk awayThe pressure's pulling me downA dark passengerPulling me downIs slowly taking overSadness prevailsClouded, my judgment failsPulling me downCome to your sensesPulling me downI've lost all my defencesState of distressHauntedMy mind is a messIt's over; all overSuffer the consequenceSuffer the consequenceDeeper, dig deeperGo onVanquish my inner demonsDeeper, dig deeperGo onSuffer the consequenceSalt all my woundsI'm consumed by my poisonous viewsTurn the pageChannel all that rageMake it on my ownOne must face the unknownI'm setting myself up for disasterTime's up, these 15 minutes are overTurn the pageChannel all that rageMake it in my ownOne must face the unknownFighting from withinStruggling to surviveIt's over; all overFighting from withinStruggling to surviveVanquish my inner demonsFighting from withinStruggling to surviveIt's over; all overSuffer the consequenceSuffer the consequenceSuffer the consequenceDeeper, dig deeperGo onVanquish my inner demonsDeeper, dig deeperGo onSuffer the consequenceSuffer the consequenceFuck my lifeTrying my best to connect the dotsSelf-repressed with conflicting thoughtsTrying my best to shed all my weightI just can't sit around and waitEmpty days and sleepless nightsMore clichés and countless fightsTired eyes and hidden woundsSilent cries and bitter tunesWake up, get up, move onGive me a sign, a four leaf cloverWake up, get up, move onWake me up when it's all overI am my biggest threatI am my biggest threatI am my biggest threat

By the turnstile beckons a damsel fairThe face of Melinda neath blackened hairNo joy would flicker in her eyesBrooding sadness came to a riseWords would falter to atoneFailure had passed the stepping stoneShe had sworn her vows to anotherThis is when no-one will botherAnd conceded pain in crumbling mirthA harlot of God upon the earthFound where she sacrificed her waysThat hollow love in her faceStill I plotted to have her backThe contentment that would fill the crackMy soul released a fluttering sighThis day fell, the darkness nighI took her by the hand to sayAll faith forever has been washed awayI returned for you in great dismayCome with me, far away to stayEndlessly gazing in nocturnal primeShe spoke of her vices and broke the rhymeBut baffled herself with the final lineMy promise is made but my heart is thine

Suddenly a yawning gulf appears under my feetNow I can see the real face of the traitorParalysed by the unconceivable I'm still petrifiedI see the fear in your eyes as you realizeThe vile depth of your treacheryYou deserve my wrath, deserve to sufferDeserve to feel what I feltThe features are different,The mask of beauty is fissuredAnd lets appear insane baseness of your soulHarmony is collapsedThe ugly drowns the carnal shell little by little in an ocean of dustI really saw you behind your disguise, the artifacts fall,The evil stands at the same time fascinating and terrifyingStench replaces the sweet perfumeDesires become disgustHypocrisy trickles from your smileYour words are poisonEach tear you shed is an insult to meEach sob is a lieAll from you, slut, is dead to meThe own idea of your existence insideWill be soon an old memoryBuried in my nightmares