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It's been a long nightWaiting to sleep the day awayAnd it's been a long time coming along with me every step of the wayOh, confinement binds youNothing scares meNothing thrills meI've fooled myself into believingThat nothing ails meNothing kills meOh, confinement binds youNothing scares meNothing thrills meI've fooled myself into believingNothing ails meNothing can kill meAnd stagnant timeIs a breeding ground for regrets and wrongdoingsResolutions take their time that's if they even come at allAlways seeking redemptionThrough the echoes I've listened and still came up missingAlways seeking redemptionThrough the echoes I've listened and seek through the cracksAnd stagnant timeIs a breeding ground for regrets and wrongdoingsResolutions take their time that's if they even come at allOh, confinement binds youNothing scares meNothing thrills meI've fooled myself into believingThat nothing ails meNothing kills meOh, confinement binds youNothing scares meNothing thrills meI've fooled myself into believingNothing ails meNothing can kill meThese woundsWill healAnd they can’t stop me nowThese woundsWill healNothing can stop me nowThese woundsWill healThese woundsWill healSee, these woundsWill heal

Cast down into the darknessTo stumble towards unknownOnly emptiness to hold on toOnly shadows to seek support fromSo arm your heart with self-worthYet prepare for sorrow and painDon't let the fear eat you from insideWear your weaknesses with prideAnd even if you crush my bodyAnd drain it 'til the last dropYou can never touch my spiritYou can never touch my soulNo matter how bleak or how hopelessNo matter how hard or how farYou can never break my conationTear the will apart from desireThrown down into the flamesEnfolded by ash and emberQuenched in scorching fireHardened in undying flareThrough demise and disasterPast the flames of the endRise above ever strongerDisown the past for the presentDon't be guided by fear or failureIt's now or neverJust give it all in

So unaffectionate, so insecureYou claim to know a thing or two about heartacheAnd what it's like to have your insides torn outAnd I believe youI see it every time your pallbearer's palor is obscured by the darknessDancing across your face, and when the blackness veils your eyes in painI know what it's like when memories make you winceAnd love letters read like obituariesAnd photo albums are the books of the deadI need no reminders, no more remindersI'll forget the past and lay it to restIf I had my wayI'd cut the calluses off your breaking heartIf I could get past the sternumCauterize those wounds withEvery kiss I could give to youI'm holding your heart in my handThe reason it still beatsAm I being too cryptic?Am I being too obscure?Love kills, romance is deadAnd I don't even trust myselfBut I love youAnd you can pull my wings apartAnd pin me down under glassUntil the end of days if it can help youDiscover that we share the same painI just hope you write your thesisBefore your subject is deadNo life after death

@rubymoon I am so glad you like it! 😊 This is what excite me the most too. It brings you feelings, emotions and goosebumps all over you body.

This moment marks the severing of senses comatose distinctions theGathering of flies on a irrational mind filled with broken convictionI've seen how lies take form in your eyes your suspicious waysFollowed a hollow gaze you fucking left me to rot but one day you'llSee first hand how I've paid for your biggest mistake sound theSurrender embraced in vain what will you gain from this what will youLose secrets hidden behind your back your silence it serenades deceitSecrets hidden behind your back your forever ideal fantasy sound theSurrender you have gained all you could from this sound the surrenderBut you've lost the only one

@rubymoon Hey, thanks! As I Lay Dying is one of my favorite bands from my high school years when I was more straight-edge oriented. "Frail words collapse" is the perfect mix of pure emotions defined by notes and lyrics... 🖤 and still on my work-out playlist for all these years. 🙂

I'm the lamb, I'm the lamb, I'm the lamb, I'm the lambLead me home, I am so lostI'm the lamb, I'm the lamb, I'm the lamb, I'm the lambLook in my window, there's no one homeThe fire's burning, but I'm so coldThe stormy weather caught meThe heat of summer's goneBeen hit by madness, the weight of stoneAm I on the right side of wrong?Where do the survivors belong?I need someone to lead me like a lambDown the path to the waterAre you gonna feed me from your hand?I'm the lamb at the slaughterAre you gonna bleed me till I'm dry?Hide my eyes, like a martyrI'm gonna let you lead me, here I amI'm the lamb, I'm the lambI should be nervous, but you're so coolA sudden taste of magic and I've got no controlToo high to stop it, too low to knowAm I on the right side of wrong?Where the survivors belong?I need someone to lead me like a lambDown the path to the waterAre you gonna feed me from your hand?I'm the lamb at the slaughterAre you gonna bleed me till I'm dry?Hide my eyes, like a martyrI'm gonna let you lead me, here I amI'm the lamb, I'm the lambSo are you gonna lead me like a lambDown the path to the waterAre you gonna feed me from your hand?I'm the lamb at the slaughterAre you gonna bleed me till I'm dry?Hide my eyes, like a martyrI'm gonna let you lead me, here I amI'm the lamb, I'm the lambI've got no focus babyI'm like a lamb, you lead me where you want me to goI'm in your hands, won't you lead me, lead me, lead me to my homeWhere the light is on, can you make me strong?I'm over searching for meaning, ooooh what does it mean to you to me to themTo what whatever... whatever, oooooohI'm the lamb, I'm the lamb, I'm the lamb, I'm the lambI'm the lamb, I'm the lamb, I'm the lamb, I'm the lamb

Hey @rubymoon Yes, they are! 🙂 I will always remember the last time I saw them live in my country: https://youtu.be/LAHpkyaQdgA It was absolutely priceless experience... Once in a lifetime! It is really funny!  Early today I was watching your livestream and this song arose in my mind. And now you commented here... On my "thoughts"! 😄😊 Karma! 😁

The contingencies of a day unravel my sensesAnd now your distance is darknessMy hope has been beset by your absenceI decay from insideUnderneath it all there is still lifeDespite it all there is still love