jack_razor

I got my pick up truck and I got my gunAnd I got a taste for whiskey and pillsI know I'm kinda fucked 'cause I'm my father's sonAnd I gotta hole in my heart I can't fillTurn off the parking lightsDown by the river's edgeThis is my darkest night, girlYou're swimming in my headIt happens all the timeI blow it every timePeople change with timeCall me anytime, girlI miss you, oh, so oftenAnd what's been said is doneIt's my only optionGirl, I'll be anyone for youAnyoneOut on the interstatePlay my radio and I confessed all my sinsBeen driven seven hoursStill got three to goIt always ends where it beginsYou got your broken wingsI got my sewn up heartGirl, all these fucked up thingsThey keep us torn apartIt happens all the timeI blow it every timePeople change with timeCall me anytime, girlI miss you, oh, so oftenWhat's been said is done(Said is done)It's my only optionI'll kill anyone for youAnyone, anywhere, anytime for youAnyone, anywhere, anytime for youAnyone, anywhere, anytime for you

Dear, oh dear, what a sorry state we're in.We brought the battle, we saw the signs,we've found ourselves two steps behind.I'm counting days like they're running out.There's ghosts in the water, so pray for drought.(pray for drought)This time there's nowhere to hide.We're facing the firing squad side by side.1986. This is full relapse.Our latest apocalypse. This is colony collapse.Give us the rope and we'll tie our own noose.We truly believed all we touched turned to gold.We were warned but we wouldn't be told.I'm counting days like they're running out.There's ghosts in the water, so pray for drought.This time there's nowhere to hide.We're facing the firing squad side by side.They said the ocean's on fire.Say it isn't true. Say it isn't true.The truth never hurt so much.Can we start anew? Can we start anew?1986. This is full relapse.Our latest apocalypse. This is colony collapse.Colony collapse.Dear, oh dear, what a sorry state we're in.Dear, oh dear, what a sorry state we're in.They said the ocean's on fire.Say it isn't true. Say it isn't true.The truth never hurt so much.Can we start anew? Can we start anew?This time there's nowhere to hide.We're facing the firing squad side by side.They said the ocean's on fire.Say it isn't true. Say it isn't true.The truth never hurt so much.Can we start anew? Can we start anew?1986. This is full relapse.Our latest apocalypse. This is colony collapse.

You know me, I know youYou got a plan - yeah, what else is newYou got your money, high intellectBut just remember that you can't buy respectThey say that I'm just another burnoutAnd I'm wasting timeKeep barking orders, scream and shoutI'm gonna let you knowI'm taking my chancesI can't go no further downI live in the mansionOf the lost and foundI wanna feel alive, why can't IJust bring this whole thing downI'm taking my chancesOf the ride, of the rideI've been high, I've been lowGot every reason to let you knowYou got degrees, I got the streetAin't nobody who could rescue meThey want my back against the wallBut I'm leaving dustI don't believe in them at allI'm taking my chancesI can't go no further downI live in the mansionOf the lost and foundI wanna feel alive, why can't IJust bring this whole thing downI'm taking my chancesOf the ride, of the rideI'm taking my chancesI can't go no further downI live in the mansionOf the lost and foundI wanna feel alive, why can't IJust bring this whole thing downI'm taking my chancesOf the ride, of the ride

Wake up my love, this is fadingTomorrow is waiting and I'm going nowhere tonightWait up, don't wait up too lateI'll be out at the same place I always end up every nightPlease forgive usCarnivorous, to the moment I wakeLay down, don't lay down to sleepBut you already knewSome are endless while others they can never lastI know, I know you've been patientWhile I've been escapin'Always waitin'For something you can never havePlease forgive usCarnivorous, to the moment I wakeI love your lustMysteriousBut there's always a wayThough in every mistakeTo the moment I wakeThere's things I'll hateIn everything we createForever lightIs all you createIs all you've becomeIt's never too lateI'm not the only onePlease forgive usCarnivorous, I'm not the only onePlease forgive usCarnivorous, I'm not the only one for you

You can't expect to see him and surviveYou'll swallow his tongue of thornsHis mouth, dripping with fliesIn his glorious kingdom of fireBut I believe he weptI will make them all lie downDown where hope lies dyingWith lust, you're kicking mankind to deathWe live and die without hopeYou tramp us down in a river of deathAs I stand here now, my heart is blackI don't want to die a lonely manThis is a weary hourThis is a weary hour

You must grieve your loss, until the grief is goneBut once you've come this far, you can't look back anymoreBut whatever you do, don't open the woundsWhatever you do, don't open the woundsYou must undo the dream, as part of your deprogrammingIt's what you force yourself to do when change has been forced upon youIt doesn't help to hurt yourself, late at night and most aloneAnd don't deprive yourself of light as you try to pass the day timeYesterdays forecast was totally wrongAnd I accept the happiness that didn't comeHold your head up high and revel in the moment you feared would never comeTo be standing skywide armspread on a mountain againHold your head up high, again, and revel in the feeling you feared would never return, to beI'm on a mountain again!

@mirzam Thank you for the kind words! You too!