jack_razor

I was buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, alone and unceremoniously...Buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, when life was taken from meOur tree was full and green, I had to leave itThe sadness was overwhelming,To be alone beneath itThe sun came down hot and hard, I could never sleepTo disappear was the only way I could find reliefWhen I was buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, alone and unceremoniously...Buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, when life was taken so suddenlyFirst I paid my respects to Glenn GouldThen I visited the grave of Alexander MuirNext to Eaton's tomb, I hung my head and criedLooking for Joseph Mulgrew, I gave up and diedWhen I was buried...The birds sang, the flowers in bloom, spring had just begunRecently fitted for a suit, now lying in a boxBy summer, I was gone, my remains stolen from the groundMy body never recovered and I was never found...Until nowI was buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, alone and unceremoniouslyBuried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, between the monuments and treesAt the heart of the city, Amongst the statues and fountainsNew life could begin, where the old path I ran came to and endI was buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, alone and unceremoniously...Buried in Mount Pleasant Cemetery, when life was taken from me

The dream is deadWalk awayThe pressure's pulling me downA dark passengerPulling me downIs slowly taking overSadness prevailsClouded, my judgment failsPulling me downCome to your sensesPulling me downI've lost all my defencesState of distressHauntedMy mind is a messIt's over; all overSuffer the consequenceSuffer the consequenceDeeper, dig deeperGo onVanquish my inner demonsDeeper, dig deeperGo onSuffer the consequenceSalt all my woundsI'm consumed by my poisonous viewsTurn the pageChannel all that rageMake it on my ownOne must face the unknownI'm setting myself up for disasterTime's up, these 15 minutes are overTurn the pageChannel all that rageMake it in my ownOne must face the unknownFighting from withinStruggling to surviveIt's over; all overFighting from withinStruggling to surviveVanquish my inner demonsFighting from withinStruggling to surviveIt's over; all overSuffer the consequenceSuffer the consequenceSuffer the consequenceDeeper, dig deeperGo onVanquish my inner demonsDeeper, dig deeperGo onSuffer the consequenceSuffer the consequenceFuck my lifeTrying my best to connect the dotsSelf-repressed with conflicting thoughtsTrying my best to shed all my weightI just can't sit around and waitEmpty days and sleepless nightsMore clichés and countless fightsTired eyes and hidden woundsSilent cries and bitter tunesWake up, get up, move onGive me a sign, a four leaf cloverWake up, get up, move onWake me up when it's all overI am my biggest threatI am my biggest threatI am my biggest threat

By the turnstile beckons a damsel fairThe face of Melinda neath blackened hairNo joy would flicker in her eyesBrooding sadness came to a riseWords would falter to atoneFailure had passed the stepping stoneShe had sworn her vows to anotherThis is when no-one will botherAnd conceded pain in crumbling mirthA harlot of God upon the earthFound where she sacrificed her waysThat hollow love in her faceStill I plotted to have her backThe contentment that would fill the crackMy soul released a fluttering sighThis day fell, the darkness nighI took her by the hand to sayAll faith forever has been washed awayI returned for you in great dismayCome with me, far away to stayEndlessly gazing in nocturnal primeShe spoke of her vices and broke the rhymeBut baffled herself with the final lineMy promise is made but my heart is thine

Suddenly a yawning gulf appears under my feetNow I can see the real face of the traitorParalysed by the unconceivable I'm still petrifiedI see the fear in your eyes as you realizeThe vile depth of your treacheryYou deserve my wrath, deserve to sufferDeserve to feel what I feltThe features are different,The mask of beauty is fissuredAnd lets appear insane baseness of your soulHarmony is collapsedThe ugly drowns the carnal shell little by little in an ocean of dustI really saw you behind your disguise, the artifacts fall,The evil stands at the same time fascinating and terrifyingStench replaces the sweet perfumeDesires become disgustHypocrisy trickles from your smileYour words are poisonEach tear you shed is an insult to meEach sob is a lieAll from you, slut, is dead to meThe own idea of your existence insideWill be soon an old memoryBuried in my nightmares

Winter is dyingThe sun is returningThe ice is recedingRivers are flowingThe ground will be fertileThe seeds they awakeThe ploughs will be charmedThe spirits rejoicingThe fires are burningThe offerings are givenThe children are singingThe old ones are with usWe are becomingThe drow command the fires to burnAnd the wine to flowWraiths watch in envyGrapes and a chalice of goldReign under the starsLaughter and song in the nightBring tears to their eyesAnd my soul thawsIn the decadence of nightThe dead world stirsHere In the halls of Anwyn.The food of the dead lie untouchedFour headed dragonSlit eyedCrouchedBirthedEnnobling flameThe blood flows

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Alas, the deed is doneMankind has come and goneCarbon based life forms reset to day oneFire now rages onWe thought we had enough time to redesign through human mindsTo do our time for this life of crime, seems this is the end of the lineWe casketed hope in bureaucracy, sunk to the bottom of the seaOut of sight out of mind out of love for moneyWe deserve everything that's comingWe'll take this world to our gravesThere's no fear for tomorrow when there's no trust for todayThere's no ever after... debts have to be paidWe deserve everything that's comingWe took this world to our graves... we made its creatures our slavesShattered the hourglass... an unerasable past...Humans: Demons, deranged and depravedWe deserve everything that's coming!We took this world to our graves!We deserve everything that's coming!We took this world to our graves!Alas, the deed is doneMankind now dead and gonePost-anthropocene - Earth reset to day oneFire now rages onThere's no fear for tomorrow when there's no trust for todayThere's no ever after... debts have to be paidWe deserve everything that's comingWe took this world to our graves... we made its creatures our slavesShattered the hourglass... an unerasable past...Humans: Demons, deranged and depravedAnd I count the days 'til we expire our waysAnd I count the days 'til we expire for alwaysTo be alive is to survive everything....To make do with anything... until we dieTo be alive is to squander everything....To stumble towards anything... to feel alive

Long is the trail of the dayInto the lap of the evening duskSweetest the hour of sleepFor I am weary of sorrow and painInto the tender night I now lapseInto the slumber so sound and deepArching over the ravines of timeBridge into the shrouded landFor you left before meMy pale morning starNow you walk in undying lightAnd I'm still chained in this rimed soilWhen twilight wreathes my sensesThe heavenly ones will linger hereRight here by my feverish sideThe ghosts of those I lovedGone is the cruelest longing nowUndone this grief of mineAnd still I can sense youStill I can hear your voiceStill I quiver under your touchCelestial shine in your hairEmpyreal crown upon your browRadiance blurs my teary eyesBroken is the sphere of the bodyAs the spirit will ascendOver the infinite boundariesOver the gulches of deathOnce you carried meFrom the night into the sunAnd now I follow your stepsInto the unseen landSore are these weary eyesWhen I pass into the lightBlinding the eternal glowAfter the long path in the darkWide awake amidst the dreamI stand by your sideI tremble before your gleamMy pale morning star

Hear me, I've lost my wayI'm Drowning in these darkest daysCan you please just hold my handRight down to the very endHelp me up, help me up and shine on meLift me up, why don't you lift me up and share a tearI've cried for help so many timesBut all I've heard was last goodbyesWake me from my deepest fearsAnd share with me my bitter tearsHelp me up, please help me up and shine on meLift me up, why don't you lift me up and share a tear

I, am I weak because I hurtAm I old 'cause I'm tiredShould I say I'm sorryShould I be so ashamedTell me and I'll take on the blameFor the things I've never doneFor the things I've never saidFor the things I never wasFor the things I couldn't beFor the things I couldn't seeFor the things I never didFor the things I never wasI must be mute if I don't speakI must be dead scared If I don't wanna leaveIf I'm to say I'm sorryIf I'm the one to blameWould It make a difference at allFor the things I never wasFor the things I couldn't beBut it feels likeYes, it feels likeIt could have never been meFor the things I never wasFor the things I couldn't beFor the things IAll the things IAll the things I never was

There's only two of us left in the endAnd there are our footsteps fading awayI'm going far away and that's what she said'Cause I won't let time bury me againShe said - I'm leaving this dead letter buried deep in myselfShe said - there is no time left, no more to shareShe said - I got one silver bullet and nothing to careShe said...Don't want no comforting, I don't need no prayerWhat's left behind me is just an empty chairI've found no reason left to follow the wayI've found no reason to keep trying to escapeShe said - I'm leaving this dead letter buried deep in myselfShe said - there is no time left, no more to shareShe said - I got one silver bullet and nothing to careShe said - it's a bitter farewell but I'll see you againShe said - I'm leaving this dead letter, buried deep in myselfShe said - there is no time left, no more to shareShe said - I got one silver bullet and nothing to careShe said... and that's what she said