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Forget every word you spoke. Regret this life to choke. Purity just a blinded coward. Seventeen, the number you chose me. Seventeen curses now will be blamed on your sacred black heart. Now I'm awake. My will is stronger than before. You don't know me, you don't see me. You will never f*****g know me. Everything went black tonight. Now I'm sick of being blamed for your worthless identity of a victim, the claim you make. A false claim for a bullshit tear. Not from me anymore, not from me anymore. Anymore! Not anymore! So I cast a thousand plagues on you. So left behind to make immense. Now I am set free and I can see right through you, but you're too blind to see me. Red! Red is the color that makes me sick and is paid for in blood. It's paid for with your blood. And now we're taking it back. Take it all back. This time to my eyes you no longer exist to me. Red painted walls! You'll have your day in the sun one more time. So I cast a thousand plagues on you. So left behind to make immense. Now I am set free and I can see right through you but you're too blind to see me. You're too blind.

Around your neck is where my hands are headed to prove my point that love is what you make it A rose petal for every time you scream Sometimes I like to pretend you smile My days consist of thinking of ways to bring you pain My days consist of thinking of ways to hurt you to bring you pain to hurt you Lying in her bed of roses waiting for some dream Posing in some dead illusion Waiting but not for me Around your neck is where my hands are headed to prove To prove my point that love is what you make it It's not that I hate you It's just that I love to hurt you Posing with my halo on covered in her blood Her screams are so lovely like the heavens singing to me I told you I loved you and I'm sorry I lied to you But I needed to see your pain and see your weakened cries I don't hate you I just love to hurt you

@rubymoon Yes, this song... 🥰 and I posted it especially for you! ☺️ From 03:30 to the end is a magic. 🖤

@milichu @felicity @rare Thank you! 🙂♥️

A fortress of evil surrounded by darkness I move through the shadowsI like the feeling of having you with meThe power of the ancient course through my veins as weDrink from the everlasting fountainsWe are gods in this stateI am your keeperThis is shelterThis is everything you've ever wantedEver neededI am your keeperIn the eye of the winterThis is everything you've ever wantedEver neededThis is your sanctuaryOh I cast my hand out and bring forthThe floods unto the landsAnd cast away all amongst the living from the earth May your spirits cry for all of an eternity Though I'll hear them nay There's but one refuge once the storm is summoned Can you hear me? Can you hear me? I am your keeper This is shelter This is everything you've ever wanted Ever needed I am your keeper In the eye of the winter This is everything you've ever wanted Ever needed This is your sanctuary Awaken the spirits Returning your memories Rescuing forever Flood my soul with calamities But my heart is beating me into reality But now I'm leaving I'll walk away from this As the fire burns because these curses have no cure I call out to the below With hell in my eyes there's no turning back I'll stay here forever Your precious flesh is my only token of your memory

I SEE AN ALMOST CLEAR ELIXIR AROMATIC AS IT VANISHES THROUGH (MY BLOODSTREAM) I FEEL THE COLD VOID WITHIN ME FOR THIS GREAT SORROW RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS SO FAR GONE THE CYCLE IS PERMANENT INFINITE CONSEQUENCE IN RUINS INDEBTED TO FAILURE BROTHERHOOD THE BRAVE DARK CIRCLE THE HAND IN ALL WE ARE FORGED INTO THE EARTH A TOMB OUR BURIAL CHAMBER A MOUNTAIN AMONG THE MOUNTAINS IN OUR COSMIC ARRANGEMENT

ПО ПЪТЯ НА ЛЯВАТА РЪКА Над руините на крепостта скоро ще дойде Зората. Седем слънца изгряват в небето. Събуждам се сам, мокър от нова роса. Чувствам сега пулс от недрата. С готовност приветствам деня и казвам си сбогом с нощта Ще променя. Всичко! Отново! Син на вечената Мъдрост роден бях в облак. Син на тъмния хаос, аз нося ви пламък. Крепостта отново ще изградя. Спомените ми мрежи. Очите ми слепи. По пътя на лявата ръка. Прогонен от Еден път свой аз намерих. Всичките твари деца вий сте мои. За хиляден път аз руша, сътворявам. Всяка материя сам аз създадох. Крепостта отново ще изградя. Обвил света като змия. Главата ми лъвска. Аз пълзя по пътя на лявата ръка. Син на ведрата утрин. Аз нося ви мъдрост.

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It's been a long nightWaiting to sleep the day awayAnd it's been a long time coming along with me every step of the wayOh, confinement binds youNothing scares meNothing thrills meI've fooled myself into believingThat nothing ails meNothing kills meOh, confinement binds youNothing scares meNothing thrills meI've fooled myself into believingNothing ails meNothing can kill meAnd stagnant timeIs a breeding ground for regrets and wrongdoingsResolutions take their time that's if they even come at allAlways seeking redemptionThrough the echoes I've listened and still came up missingAlways seeking redemptionThrough the echoes I've listened and seek through the cracksAnd stagnant timeIs a breeding ground for regrets and wrongdoingsResolutions take their time that's if they even come at allOh, confinement binds youNothing scares meNothing thrills meI've fooled myself into believingThat nothing ails meNothing kills meOh, confinement binds youNothing scares meNothing thrills meI've fooled myself into believingNothing ails meNothing can kill meThese woundsWill healAnd they can’t stop me nowThese woundsWill healNothing can stop me nowThese woundsWill healThese woundsWill healSee, these woundsWill heal

Cast down into the darknessTo stumble towards unknownOnly emptiness to hold on toOnly shadows to seek support fromSo arm your heart with self-worthYet prepare for sorrow and painDon't let the fear eat you from insideWear your weaknesses with prideAnd even if you crush my bodyAnd drain it 'til the last dropYou can never touch my spiritYou can never touch my soulNo matter how bleak or how hopelessNo matter how hard or how farYou can never break my conationTear the will apart from desireThrown down into the flamesEnfolded by ash and emberQuenched in scorching fireHardened in undying flareThrough demise and disasterPast the flames of the endRise above ever strongerDisown the past for the presentDon't be guided by fear or failureIt's now or neverJust give it all in

So unaffectionate, so insecureYou claim to know a thing or two about heartacheAnd what it's like to have your insides torn outAnd I believe youI see it every time your pallbearer's palor is obscured by the darknessDancing across your face, and when the blackness veils your eyes in painI know what it's like when memories make you winceAnd love letters read like obituariesAnd photo albums are the books of the deadI need no reminders, no more remindersI'll forget the past and lay it to restIf I had my wayI'd cut the calluses off your breaking heartIf I could get past the sternumCauterize those wounds withEvery kiss I could give to youI'm holding your heart in my handThe reason it still beatsAm I being too cryptic?Am I being too obscure?Love kills, romance is deadAnd I don't even trust myselfBut I love youAnd you can pull my wings apartAnd pin me down under glassUntil the end of days if it can help youDiscover that we share the same painI just hope you write your thesisBefore your subject is deadNo life after death