Today I hate life.
Most of the time i am the cheery upbeat one that keeps smiles on people's faces. Not today.
Today I do not even have the energy to breath.
I have had a horrilbe day and it's not even close to being over.
How can a person so full of life one minute go to something so dark and distant the next?
I will leave you with the qoute from yesterday.... b/c I don't know what is eating at me and I don't know how to fix it....................I hate life toay.
It was like sawdust, the unhappiness: it infiltrated everything, everything was a problem, everything made her cry-school, homework, boyfriends, the future, the lack of future, the uncertainy of the future, fear of the future, fear in general-but it was so hard to say exactly what the problem was in the first place.
-Melanie Thernstrom
The Dead Girl
Most of the time i am the cheery upbeat one that keeps smiles on people's faces. Not today.
Today I do not even have the energy to breath.
I have had a horrilbe day and it's not even close to being over.
How can a person so full of life one minute go to something so dark and distant the next?
I will leave you with the qoute from yesterday.... b/c I don't know what is eating at me and I don't know how to fix it....................I hate life toay.
It was like sawdust, the unhappiness: it infiltrated everything, everything was a problem, everything made her cry-school, homework, boyfriends, the future, the lack of future, the uncertainy of the future, fear of the future, fear in general-but it was so hard to say exactly what the problem was in the first place.
-Melanie Thernstrom
The Dead Girl
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guinnessman:
dont be sad. Grey sky;s are gonna clear up, put ona happy face...ok, me singing is not the way to go
severus:
I'm sorry that you're feeling so bad, hope it's better now. Love / i