jacekilljoy

well its been a fucked up day to say the least. first up my girl broke up with me for no real reason.she is"depressed and stressed and cant handle the presure of a real relationship" basicly saying she wanted her cake and to eat it to but not have the fat and calories to worry about. well I informed her she was mistaken and wouldnt...
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Surgery is over and done with. so far so good. the recovery was the worst part especialy since I was alergic to the pain meds and was vomiting uncontrolably and couldnt breath for the first 2 days once the "packing was removed and the vomiting was controlled then it became boreing and lazy. back to work tommorow and I can start trying to sing again...
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Had a Dr's apointment today to see a specialist for my sinuses. he took one look at the CT scan I had and decided to schedual surgery. Ive never had any kind of surgery in my life and im scared to death but my sinuses are fracking up my singing and I cant have that no matter what. Im way to close to getting the...
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well turns out my friend dosnt have cancer (dose happy dance) I get the results from my CT scan on monday and get to find out if surgery will fix things for me, and my singing voice will be back up to 100%. as it is right now I cant get threw band practice without a coughing fit...never mind if I tried to do an...
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ok Im not a happy munkey as of late my best friend has decided she dosnt have room for me in her life right now. another close friend that I love dearly has just been re-diagnosed with cancer after getting a clean bill of health and dubed cancer free just six months ago. so I am getting ready to hold her hand threw as much...
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I need some new pics I think now that I have my hair back in a nice pompador and have lost alot of the little extra I had put on over the last year unfortunatly I dont have a camera and most of my friends know I dont like to have my pic taken. oh well Ill figure something out

hmm somehow all my info got erased...I will haev to fix that at some point...but not right now...

ok so I got tired of not haveing anything on here but I realy dont want to keep another blog. Im bad enough at keeping up on my LJ. if you are interested my LJ user name is the same as this one Jesus1138. and if you are currious as to what I look like there are a few not so good pics of me...
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