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Tuesday Jul 31, 2012

Jul 31, 2012
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I'm incredibly lonely.

I grew closer to my ex in the six months that we dated than I think I've ever been with anyone in my entire life. And on top of that, I was mentally broken down to a level I've never been over those six months. Dealing with the whole thing, the severe depression, anxiety, abuse, uncertainty... she was my entire world for six months, even though I was miserable for most of it. It was a burden more than it was a blessing, but it consumed me pretty much entirely.

Now I'm single, work is slow, and I'm really having a hard time being so lonely. I'm irritable and grumpy at everyone, all the time. I have significantly less patience than I normally do. I'm not fun to be around. I'm driving people away, and at the same time, I CRAVE contact. I crave intimacy, and conversation, and just... companionship. I had constant companionship for six solid months, and now I'm alone and bored and I don't know what to do.

I don't WANT to be this way, but I am.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I think I need to talk to someone.

Halp?
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
mavenist:
Dude, I'm on vacation right now, lets hang out!
Text me or give me a call - I'll come down. Or if you want to get out of the city we can go to the beach or just have lunch and convo or we can go to a bar and play pool. Idk. But I'm around!
Aug 1, 2012
leib_:
We didn't really eat much food... hahaf
Aug 13, 2012

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