When something just feels right, but your logical or rational thoughts are stearing you clear even through the fogginess of the love induced hazy blindness, you should read the signs on this love trip. U turn, Stop, yield, dead end road.
There is no map to this destination just a compass to point you in the right direction. And sometimes head and heart are two...
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There is no map to this destination just a compass to point you in the right direction. And sometimes head and heart are two...
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Destroy me . Go on
I want you
and it too
Wrap me up inside
the depths of your words
is that it
do you realize
how powerful and changing
do you know
how you affect me
How can I go on
lost
in the thoughts you have created
My mind wanders aimlessly
among the circles of emotions
circling what I found
the hope in...
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I want you
and it too
Wrap me up inside
the depths of your words
is that it
do you realize
how powerful and changing
do you know
how you affect me
How can I go on
lost
in the thoughts you have created
My mind wanders aimlessly
among the circles of emotions
circling what I found
the hope in...
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doubleo:
hows the shooting going? you had said something about a set.
you know i realized that almost all of my friends have GNR listed in their favorite music. huh, i guess there had to be some reason i like y'all.
you know i realized that almost all of my friends have GNR listed in their favorite music. huh, i guess there had to be some reason i like y'all.
lesleyslenning:
and and and and and and 
and and and and and and I cannot leave my house for two months. This is to correct the serious damage I have down to my credit card balance 
I have really fucked myself, but it didnt feel good. Maybe I should make it three months. I think as soon as I pay them off a bit it'll be the holidays. Grrr and I am supposed to be getting my breasts...
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I have really fucked myself, but it didnt feel good. Maybe I should make it three months. I think as soon as I pay them off a bit it'll be the holidays. Grrr and I am supposed to be getting my breasts... Read More
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allmixedup:
Wo wo wo wo!! What do u mean "getting my breasts done?" You're breasts are perfectly salacious. Puhleeeez don't let conformity defunct your natural sensuousness. You are beautiful.
P.S. FAKE BOOBS =
P.S. FAKE BOOBS =
polaris:
GOOD MORNING!!!!! princess!
I have been shopping my ass off... So from behind I look like a crazy vintage ,80's wearing ,assless heina! I have managed to get a bit of sun also which is only benefitting the rest of the world really. Now rather than sheild their eyes in fear of being blinded by my super powered reflective skin they can look straight at me. The trip...
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polaris:
I'M WRITING IN HERE ANYWAY!
ew, diversenine has a rash??
ew, diversenine has a rash??
jaeiam:
I don't have a rash!! monkeyroorebeldoodie
Not falling
utterly sinking
into the thought... of you
fear fills my mind
trying to clip the wild wings
of my heart
destination is clearly unknown
this time
shelter from the cold loneliness
somewhere waiting
is it a mirage
not unlike the wetness... of a memory
scorched by the heat
of my heart
looking hard
holding on
imagining
my fall being broken
by your arms...
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utterly sinking
into the thought... of you
fear fills my mind
trying to clip the wild wings
of my heart
destination is clearly unknown
this time
shelter from the cold loneliness
somewhere waiting
is it a mirage
not unlike the wetness... of a memory
scorched by the heat
of my heart
looking hard
holding on
imagining
my fall being broken
by your arms...
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thecowboy:
...woah...
mothra:
damned all you poets, these journals are so hard to respond to, but good luck with wahtever endevour your running after...
clearly I see you
clearly I see me
the clouds are clearing
in my mind
eyes open
questions answered
they were here
obvious
not so hard to find
You are here in my head
and now so am I
I was out
Now I am here
Alive again
for the first time
i do believe
I trust
in me
breathing you
in and out
of...
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clearly I see me
the clouds are clearing
in my mind
eyes open
questions answered
they were here
obvious
not so hard to find
You are here in my head
and now so am I
I was out
Now I am here
Alive again
for the first time
i do believe
I trust
in me
breathing you
in and out
of...
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applerecords1251:
You are so damn cool.
kira:
uncle pussy has some damn good taste in girls...you are fucking hot. i love your pics.
My life is really starting to feel more organized , which feels easier, I just feel like I am able to deal with things a lot better and more calmly recently. For instance Yesterday I got a suspension notice from the DMV! What the...yeah it happened to be a big misunderstanding and i knew that but I also realized you cant just call them up...
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diversenine:
Jae..........your amazing, and now I think Im really getting to see who you really are. Monkey ROOO!
teufel:
nothing..i said nothing
Will and Grace would be jealous of what we have...
Last night I lost my cell phone. I was really upset. Kody and I always spend our days off together. I was thinking he would probably be a little shitty with me because he seemed to have wanted to hang out last night and I unfortunately made a wrong turn along the way. So it...
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Last night I lost my cell phone. I was really upset. Kody and I always spend our days off together. I was thinking he would probably be a little shitty with me because he seemed to have wanted to hang out last night and I unfortunately made a wrong turn along the way. So it...
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doubleo:
that seems to be the issue. i'm as straight as they come. so yes, you set the date.
diversenine:
made a wrong turn...............its fawking exhilarating to be know as the wrong turn...I told you I was a rebel dottie. I think the wrong turn might actually get you on the right path. Yeah you and Kody should get hitched, its a shame he knows exactly what he's getting in too. That might be the whole problem.....remember Jae, no pain no gain. I love you though I promise.
Last night I decided to go out and be one of the guys. It was Evan's 29th birthday he got a room at the Legacy resort for the week and had decided that the guys were going to drink and go to some strip clubs. I actually feel very flattered that he invited me. All the guys wives were at home and Kody met us...
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amory:
Saddest thing of all is I've NEVER been to a strip club!!! I'm jealous.
Sounds like you had much fun
Again, i'm secretly jealous.
Sounds like you had much fun
Again, i'm secretly jealous. 
rockoblm:
Strip joints are evil. The devil's lair! But damn if it isn't the best place to kick back and relax at.
Oh wow. Last night was fun. I drove up to Jugheads alone for the Jeff Dahl's benefit show ( craig's bday), labor party and bring your own weapon both played
It was nice to see Craig ,although he wasn't too thrilled about seeeing me initially. After Bring your Own Weapon he was taking some equipment out and I stopped him with a mean glance ,...
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It was nice to see Craig ,although he wasn't too thrilled about seeeing me initially. After Bring your Own Weapon he was taking some equipment out and I stopped him with a mean glance ,...
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ikonoklast:
ryan has a platnium tongue. especially if he convinced someone to lick a sweaty deoderant armpit. the devil himself
amory:
Awwww you are sweet. You give me bi tendancies *this is a TOTAL COMPLIMENT coming from me!!!*
FUCK
I can't believe after so long you would shit on me
FUCK
The only bitch I ever held close , fucking cunt
FUCK
I let you into my house you disrespectful slut
FUCK
Years and years of trust, loyalty gone for what
FUCK
I thought you were my sister I cared I believed you
FUCK
I can't believe after so long you would shit on me
FUCK
The only bitch I ever held close , fucking cunt
FUCK
I let you into my house you disrespectful slut
FUCK
Years and years of trust, loyalty gone for what
FUCK
I thought you were my sister I cared I believed you
FUCK
applerecords1251:
all right!! some emotion
ayin:
Thank you Fred Durst....what the hell did she do to deserve being called all that stuff?
I am so burnt out. I feel like I have been going non-stop for about a month now. Every night going out dancing, drinking, or dating. Obviously to keep my mind from actually focusing on any reality. Which is a coping tactic for me. It doesnt usually work well, it eventually does catch up to you. And when it does you just have to catch...
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ikonoklast:
i think thats exactly your problem. too much emotion. too much focus on yourself. maybe think outside your circle. forget yourself in the weave of fabric. you are but one thread in a giant group making cloth.
diversenine:
making cloth............hum. If your a shitty thread the shirt comes apart. Anyways. Jae your thinking is beautiful. In a way Im proud of myself............making it able to be proud of you...........
stay on target... but this is not always a negative thing.
i used to think that i wanted to be alone, but it turns out that deep down inside i am just afraid of commitment, and getting my ass knocked the fuck out by love again.
-bobby