j3nn

I watched a movie last night that made me cry. and not the whole movie... but 1 line in particular. One person said "don't forget me" and the other one said "I will remember nothing else" Something that simple took me in a spiraling effect of tears and sadness. You know... I don't think I have had a 'relationship' with anyone that either I have had that impact on or vice versa. ... I hope I do before I die. and when I do... I hope the words "don't forget me" have to be said beacuse that would mean I was loosing the person and well...that would just suck!

So instead I will just continue to get myself into situations that I can't get attached in. cause that's smart and then I get hurt... but not like I would have... right? And at least I don't have to be alone? right? or am I still? hmmmm Now there's some logic for you.... or not....

I have decided though that in order for me to have a 'booty call' it can't be someone that I actually want to be friends with too... cause feelings get involved that shouldn't be there. and it just really fucking sucks! so back to square one I guess.