j3nn

Well I am back from AZ and having a hell of a time geting motivated to work. So I figured I would write a little something here. The Z trip was great!! I came back a bit tired. It was more difficult to leave this time. Not that I want to move back, but my brother going to be a daddy and it is going to be difficult being away from them. I have a date tonight. YAY wish me luck!! Just dinner tonight but maybe this will finally be a 1st date that gets a 2nd one. Here's a hoping Have I mentioned lately that dating sucks!! Why can't you just snap your fingers and have Mr/Ms. Wonderful appear with out the bullshit that you have to deal with along the way? :::sigh::: maybe someday I won't have to be so damn frustrated all the time... (in all aspects of my personal life)

Update: well I just got back from my dinner. Not really a date just dinner with a friend. A really nice time, a great guy! but he currently has a girlfriend (and I knew this) He is such a neat guy that I guess I was hoping that there would be some spark with him and we would decide that we were the only ones for eachother... HAHA wishful thinking on my part I guess. I just want to sit in someones arms and have that 'safe' feeling.