j3

ok, its been a while since i've written anything on here, really to even be on here at the least bit. really ive had enough of it. since like 2004 i've been a member of this site. and im really finally tired of it. nothings that i see is new, or has the face of new, and the only thing really keeping me here at this time is nothing but a time till my membership is up. membership..geez.... oh boy, its so fuckin neato.... its almost fully retarded. if anything anything you will see on here is everywhere around you and if i really wanted to see anything pertaining to its nature i could just go to any bar club mall store or what ever. now im just over it. its easier to look inside yourself and see everything you can than look otherplaces like sg or myspace to make it some special connection, while in connection to other people. not to be selfish but your life is your life. if you had a million dollars would you give it to someone else? all of it. "hey i hit the lottery... im poor but go ahead and take it cuz i know you dont need it but just take it". in a strange way its like a online profile. you give away personal things to others that you'll A-never meet, B- you'll never know, and C-that really just are looking around because their bored. all in all it doesnt really matter who you will try to meet on here, cuz if your ment to be with some one it will happen just as it will happen. you dont need sg or anyother fucking profiling site, especially one you have to pay for*. im just sickened that i let it go this long for no apparent reason. sorry peoples-

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