What the fuck am I going to write?
I've been asking myself this (among other things) all week.
A long ass time ago, a friend of mine told me about this show called Californication. I've heard the name prior but nothing more than that. Without much to lose, I downloaded it. It spent days on my hard drive before I decided to watch it. From the moment I finished the first episode, I was scrambling to find any extra time I could to watch more. I finished the season within 2 days which proved that I had waaaay more extra time than I first predicted.
Now with the first 12 episodes of Californication under my belt I think I'm ready to write something.
(Before I continue, I'm going to assume that you already know something about the show, its plot and characters)
At some point during the show, Hank (David Duchovny) has to write a blog. He writes one quick entry and then doesn't touch it for a while. He is subsequently confronted by his manager who says to him something along the lines of; a blog is something that needs to be maintained constantly, a series of events that follow each other over a period of time. Duh, right?
This simple observation made me think. It made me think about how I have absolutely no urge to continue my blog. I fucking knew it from the first word of my last blog. I knew in the back of my head that there's no way in hell I would keep this up.
The problem was that I know for a fact that no one ( other than Cass
) is reading my blog. I mean common. seriously. Who the fuck cares?!?! I know I wouldn't.
I bet your saying right now "But Josh, your writing about why you wouldn't blog....in your blog."
To which I would respond "I'm not fucking done and thank you for rudely interrupting me"
Aaaannnyyways,
After watching this "Hank" character for 12 hours, I've come to love him. I'm not saying that I didn't love him from the get-go but it took me a little while to figure out why. I was watching the first episode again with my friend just a little while ago when I started to make a mental list of all Hanks characteristics. One of these characteristics was that he just doesn't give a shit. He just does what he wants, when he wants. This may not sound like the best attribute but when applied with a strong set of morals, it works better than anything.
Already equipped with a great ability to differentiate between right and wrong. The next step would be to not care. And by "not care" I mean, not take everything too seriously and not be so self-fucking-conscious about everything I do.
So here I am, writing a blog that no one reads.
See you next week!! Hooray!!
I've been asking myself this (among other things) all week.
A long ass time ago, a friend of mine told me about this show called Californication. I've heard the name prior but nothing more than that. Without much to lose, I downloaded it. It spent days on my hard drive before I decided to watch it. From the moment I finished the first episode, I was scrambling to find any extra time I could to watch more. I finished the season within 2 days which proved that I had waaaay more extra time than I first predicted.
Now with the first 12 episodes of Californication under my belt I think I'm ready to write something.
(Before I continue, I'm going to assume that you already know something about the show, its plot and characters)
At some point during the show, Hank (David Duchovny) has to write a blog. He writes one quick entry and then doesn't touch it for a while. He is subsequently confronted by his manager who says to him something along the lines of; a blog is something that needs to be maintained constantly, a series of events that follow each other over a period of time. Duh, right?
This simple observation made me think. It made me think about how I have absolutely no urge to continue my blog. I fucking knew it from the first word of my last blog. I knew in the back of my head that there's no way in hell I would keep this up.
The problem was that I know for a fact that no one ( other than Cass
) is reading my blog. I mean common. seriously. Who the fuck cares?!?! I know I wouldn't.I bet your saying right now "But Josh, your writing about why you wouldn't blog....in your blog."
To which I would respond "I'm not fucking done and thank you for rudely interrupting me"
Aaaannnyyways,
After watching this "Hank" character for 12 hours, I've come to love him. I'm not saying that I didn't love him from the get-go but it took me a little while to figure out why. I was watching the first episode again with my friend just a little while ago when I started to make a mental list of all Hanks characteristics. One of these characteristics was that he just doesn't give a shit. He just does what he wants, when he wants. This may not sound like the best attribute but when applied with a strong set of morals, it works better than anything.
Already equipped with a great ability to differentiate between right and wrong. The next step would be to not care. And by "not care" I mean, not take everything too seriously and not be so self-fucking-conscious about everything I do.
So here I am, writing a blog that no one reads.
See you next week!! Hooray!!
Ain't no fucking procedure when it comes to the when or what on writing blogs. Submit them when you please and when you feel like it. Who feels like writing about themselves constantly anyway? Like, no one actually gives a shit about what you have to say unless you're a somebody, right?
I just write shit up when I feel like it and when I get an urge to. I've even written long ass blogs up and deleted them because I thought they were too much for someone who wasn't me to handle. I sometimes wonder if writing blogs is a good thing, they're sometimes too deep.
Yeah, this is a long reply, it should be a blog.
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