j0ker

this is just a personal blog about myself. I haven't really done one of these on my SG before. so yeah. I've just been fucked up here lately. everything seems to be happening so fast and everything i plan crashes through. Even the fucking dreams I have are messed up. I dreamt I was some old hillbilly and I was sleep walking thinking I was this guy and I ripped out my own piercing in my face and I almost buzzed off my hair. THANK GOD I DIDNT! but now i dont have a peircing anymore. I've just been feeling really down here lately thats all. and I cant really tell my friends because they all are two faced snakes and i dont trust them enough to tell them shit, ironically I'm making this public blog. I just don't care anymore. my fucking best friend is trying to get with my ex-girlfriend. that was a majore low blow to me. Since i was with her for over a year. I'm just a dude down on his luck here and I dont know what to expect from making this blog but i just like being open with you people since you are the only people i know who dont judge me. and i love you guys for that. so thats a huge update for you. sorry im such a baby crying about my feeling and shit. but im about to have a meltdown and i needed to say this stuff. so yeah.