Saturday May 03, 2008

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"Momentum, for the sake of momentum," she sang.

I've been a member of Suicide Girls for the better part of 6 years. As physical and mental stimulus goes... well, it's kept my attention that's for sure. For most of that time I've been a single cat. Seeking, searching, stimulating, sitting. SG is a good pastime for those unencumbered by female companionship. I can be honest about that. But 18 months ago I met the woman who will be undoubtedly be my wife and I'm off to the big city to be with her. Chapter closed. Chapter begun.

SG's ok with her it seems. She's welcomed its input here and there. If nothing else it's been a great source for new hairstyle ideas. But as I prepare to make my way to her in New York, it seems time for a directional shift. SG does draw my attention and it draws portions of my attention that will be due to her. I would rather direct myself to her needs than some web site full of people I will likely never know. Besides, compared to Emily, no SG stands a chance.

Plus, I suppose at the ripe old age of 36 it's time I stopped gazing at girls who are at best 10 years younger and at worst half my age. (Sure there's exceptions, but the odds don't favor this dirty, middle-old man.) So I guess this is my suicide swan song. I have favorites like any member. While I don't know any of these women or their charms in any way with the exception of the cursory view one is afforded through their pictures and profiles, many a Suicide Girl has moved me in one way or another. My observations are for me and they are not meant as analysis. Just musings that I hope double as compliments. Anyway, I didn't want to go without saying a few words about some of them. I'll leave this up until I leave at the end of this month. I'd love to read your comments if any one reads this. Go on.... give me a thrill before I go. blush

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Evette
Evette is a Michigan native which makes her a sublime person right off the bat. But if the eyes are truly the windows to the soul, what I can see in hers is absolutely mesmerizing. It's those eyes, and it's that smile. Her smile is as captivating as any sunset and her form is statuesque in immeasurable values. SG is a nameless brush past amazing women we will never know. Of all these women, Evette is the first whose real name I have cared to know. I don't know it, and that's ok. But I'd like to. So for this last post I will play favorites. I can do anything I want really. Evette is my favorite of favorites. I will truly miss gazing at her from afar.

Erin
Erin is an original SG to me. Someone I've been looking in on since I joined up. She seems at once strong and vulnerable, sultry and demure, wicked and pure. I think it would be quite something to know her in real life and I know that I never will. And that's ok. Eyes and lips.... Erin's got amazing eyes and lips. -shivers- Plus, c'mon, she builds mopeds and shoots for the site. Erin is unassailably cool.

Snow
I feel like I watched Snow change before my eyes. The girl I saw in her early sets seems to be someone altogether different from who I see now. And that's a testament to the best things in life. She is an angel in every state she's allowed us to see. Something in her eyes makes me want to take care of her, but I suspect she'd let only a precious, chosen few close enough to do that. And that makes her so beautiful to me. I hope she's around for a long, long time.

Lorelei
Sweet fancy Moses. Lorelei. I'm dying to meet Lorelei. "Rainbow Room" just... just... makes me studder. Lorelei is relatively new to me but I'm beyond grateful I got to see some of her pictures before I leave. Her visage is made up of so many amazing facets I can't even find the focus to select anything specific. I could say eyes, or freckles or some other such attribute but that would do the rest of her perfection a disservice. And she plays music. And shoots for the site. - double swoon-

Morgan
Morgan is a party. She's ridiculously hot, she's a complete and perfect dork (the kind other dorks like me worship), she's way more than I could ever handle, and she's just plain fun. She gives us little sips of her sensitivity and passion and that endears her in the most delicate way. Her skin is practically flawless from my point of view and her hair is superb in EVERY color. How is that even possible? Morgan has taught me how sexy the space between your nose and your lip can be. When she smiles just right, that part of her mouth makes me perspire. Yep. I dunno. Weird. And I've always suspected Morgan is her real name.

Maxi
Maxi holds a special place in my heart for 2 unfortunately obvious reasons. 1) We're nearly the same age, and 2) she's the only SG to actually speak (type) to me. Call me a simpleton but those two circumstances draw me to her. I love Maxi because she appears to present her genuine humanity on the site. She's gorgeous. She's articulate. She's flawed. She's creative. She craves attention. She's willing to take risks. She loves food. She's looking for happiness like the rest of us. All that gives her grace. And she is bar none the best dresser on this whole site. Half the time I like seeing her clothed more than disrobed.

Mary
You are required to love Mary. It's that simple. She's perfection. SG perfection. Human perfection. Dramatic perfection. Comedic perfection. I have no evidence for any of these presumptions and I don't need any. It's faith, plain and simple. Mary will probably save the world somehow.

There's so many more I could write about but I will just say thank you to you all. You've made sexuality cool again. Real again. Desirable again. Do it again.



Best wishes to you all, and thank you. I've had a wonderful time.

Yours,
Jamie

P.S. One last thing ladies: you don't always have to shave it clean. Hair is a sign of virility you know.

VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
nicolletta:
non shave pussies, yaay
maxi:
Dude, Good luck in your new ventures and the beginning of a new start with your lady. we will all be writing this goodbye at one time or another, some may even come back. But eventually we have to grow and move on.
and your woman deserves your undivided attention. I would expect nothing less.
I'm very easy to find on the web under my real name, so it's not like you will never know what going on, but ya put all your energy into something more tangible and real.
Take Care and good luck. and thank you for visiting my page so often and leaving comments.

Tanya

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