izzifer

I do think its time for change... I've been here for six months...living with some cool guys...who like to party....living like university but with out the deeper connections....like university but with superficial bonds.....
taking the time to become familiar with my new environment.....
Sometime between the spring and fall I suspect that my roomies are going to leave the city....I also suspect that I won't know til the last minute...cause they won't decide til then....its ok tho.
I feel like it is time to become a little less adaptable..and a little more firm in myself....to begin to construct the life that I want....
And I don't mean the career I came here chasing...that is later....
It is time to get a new job at a bar I like to be at making better money and not feeling like I'm not living up to my potential.... Its time to use that job to find a cheap place to call my own....my lair....like on Mullock Street back home....but a lil cleaner and classier.... maybe with a separate studio inclusive like on Duckworth Street... maybe renting a studio outside.... to settle in to a healthy clean lifestyle... to be the young professional I imagine myself to be....
I will intentionally not include the issue of women in this ramble....be it the jinx factor, the tired of trying factor, the wait and see factor, be it whatever it may... I'll simply say that a nice woman would be nice.....