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Hello...Hello...Hello...

I am feeling sick right now and I was feeling fine before my spot of tea. Now that baffles me...

It seems like as I get older I have a harder time making decisions and I never considered myself as being double-minded until now. I can't even make small decisions....like what to wear....and I hate myself for it.

Right now I'm depressed, but I...
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holden_caulfield:
It looks like your question in the Depression Outlet group has some responses.

1. Are you a flirt?

I am usually too shy at first glance to be a flirt.

2. At this moment, would you rather do a guy or a girl?

Definitely a girl, but I think that gay people should be able to marry in this country.

3. What was the last place you went to?

The fridge to scavenge some beef sausage.

4. What tattoo would you put on your ass?

A tattoo of "Tatu" from "Fantasy Island". Really, I'm not joking! wink
puresauciness:


I understand how you feel about yourself in relation to the girls on the site. It is more than tough to look in the mirror and be satisfied when your own idea of beauty is so far away from what you see. That is my daily struggle. I don't think leaving the site will make you feel better, though. If you feel that way here, chances are that feeling exists when you log off as well. Perhaps I am not explaining myself well...The bottom line is that removing yourself from the situation will probably not yield the results that you wish since your struggle, like mine, is internal. Would you exchange your best qualities or the things you love about yourself just to attain the outward appearance you desire??? That one question keeps me sane (sometimes!!)...Good luck, girlie. Make the right choice for you. wink

1.Are you a flirt?
I am a total flirt with guys; can't muster up the balls to flirt with a girl *seriously*
2. At this moment, would you rather do a guy or a girl?
At this moment, I would rather do a girl.Definately.
3. What was the last place you went to?
The last place I went to was Michaels to get acrylic paint and canvas
4. What tattoo would you put on your ass?
An ancient adrinka symbol that means "look to your past to find the path to your future"...it would definately have to be on the top part of the boo-tay near the back!
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Hello..hello..hello....what's up?

Here's something new...tell me what is the first thing that comes to mind when you read these words below....have fun with it, k?

1. Women
2. Love
3. Superstar
4. Father
5. Crazy
6. Lord
7. Rock
8. Child
9. Monday
10. Smoking

Okay..I think I am addicted to vodka and cranberry juice......ummmmm...damn....
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tigress:
1. Women-adore!!!!
2. Love- overrated
3. Superstar- $$$
4. Father- Insincere
5. Crazy-LIfe
6. Lord- evil?
7. Rock-bottom
8. Child-love
9. Monday-dread
10. Smoking-disgusting

ps.I too am trying to get my shit together. Sometimes insights that i come across just inspire me and motivate me and I like to share it. glad you found it meaningful kiss

mmmm...vodka and cranberry juice. biggrin

Have a great weekend!
cheshire:
1. Women- restroom
2. Love- hugs
3. Superstar- Saturday night live
4. Father- crazy
5. Crazy- father
6. Lord- jester
7. Rock- roll
8. Child- birth control
9. Monday- manic
10. Smoking- Well, if you insist... *goes off to smoke*
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So I am dating my ex-boyfriend's highschool teacher (which I think is funny) and I was really feeling him because he is romantic and I never had anyone treat me romantically before. So last night, I spent the night over his house and I had told him up front that I didn't want to have sex with him. I just told him that I like...
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mr_ruckus:
Nah,You don't have to put up with that shit. That sounds too much like assault to me.

1)All of them
2)Looney Toons
3) Catch up with friends
4)My Ecko jeans (comfy comfy comfy)
5)I did once. The y are just the same as dating someone your own age. Age is not a determinate of maturity.
sakita:
Who is your best friend on the site? i love everyone on my list

2. What is your favorite cartoon?
the simpsons, south park

3. What do you do on the site the most?

read the boards

4. What's your favorite thing to wear?
wifebeaters and panties

5. Would you date someone 6-10 years older than you?
have done would do so again yes.


good luck on the dating situation
and im so in love with your picture...so gorgeous!


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coming from
where i did
i was turned away from
every heart of men
to even be tough
with my scent of a woman
would be too much and
i didn't know what it was
to be a woman
until i gave him my garden
and it's beauty had folded
all over his shadow and
to even be loving
with my scent of a woman...
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sakita:
1. what was the last music band you listened to? hmmm. dead kennedys perhaps. I was listening to music the other day but it was on random...so I dont remember

2. do you know how to dance? noooooooo

3. what's ur two favorite magazines to read? i dont actually read magazines

4. what college do you go to? Gteborg University or The University of Gothenborg

5. what's ur favorite color? depends. i really like flamingo pink.

sakita:
and your picture is so fricking gorgeous!!!
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HEY I'M BACK!!! IT'S BEEN A WHILE AND I HAVE MISSED EVERYONE SO MUCH!!! IT FEELS GOOD TO BE BACK ON THE SITE. I'M KINDA SAD BECAUSE A LOT OF MY FRIENDS HAVE LEFT THE SITE AND I DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO SAY GOODBYE. DAYUM!!!!!!!

I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING MUCH, BUT TRYING TO FIND A JOB, TRYING TO PAY FOR SCHOOL, AND TRYING TO...
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alisa:
not at all... and if we do stand out: we're worshipped for it. i have the best fun at get togethers even before my set went up or i was in limbo and all that.

i'm so glad you're back. but i'm too sleepy right now. got to go to sleep now.
sakita:
1. WHAT'S UR FAV ALCOHOL, LIQUOR, ETC...

jager

2. HAVE U EVER ATTEMPTED SUICIDE

yep


3. WHO'S CUTER....CHRISTINA OR BRITTANY

christina

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU JUST DID?

cut and pasted your questions

5. DO YOU LIKE ELTON JOHN?

some songs.

glad to see you back!

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ALRIGHT. HOW ARE YOU ALL DOING? I KNOW I LEAVE AND COME BACK, LEAVE AND COME BACK...YEAH IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY. WELL, I BELIEVE I WILL ALWAYS COME BACK. SO WHAT HAVE U DARLINGS BEEN UP TO? ME....HMMM...I'VE EATEN MYSELF FIVE POUNDS HEAVIER.....OHH!!!!!...DA AGONY!!!! I'VE BEEN FEELING MOODY AS WELL. I'M GOING TO THE POTTY A LOT TOO AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S UP WITH...
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alisa:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!! if you're still around

kiss
alisa:
where the HELL are you??!!!???? go here please when you get back.

kiss
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ALRIGHT....ALRIGHT...HELLO EVERYONE! I'VE BEEN GONE FOR A WHILE AND A LOT OF STUFF HAS HAPPENED!!!! MY CAR IS DOWN WHICH SUCKS AND I'VE BEEN TOWING IT ALL OVER TRYING TO GET IT FIXED. I STILL DON'T HAVE A JOB AND THAT SUCKS. ONE GOOD THING IS THAT I AM EATING HEALTHIER SO WATCH OUT NOW!!!! I'M WORKING ON A FABULOUS BOD. I'VE GOT TO SAY...
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sakita:
1. germany.
2. my nose
3. skateboard?
4. i hate to dance, but rammstein has songs you can dance to.

koosh:
hey gal, i wish i had some profound and useful advice or something, but i really don't. just keep rocking, and it's great that you're taking care of your body, you'll notice yourself feeling better all the time smile

1. places i want to go but haven't been to yet: italy, spain, greece, france, germany, israel, china, australia, egypt, argentina, brazil, nepal, NYC

2. my hands (i have small hands, which i've overcome in guitar playing, but i still can't palm a basketball to go up for tha dunk)

3. you didn't know i am david beckham?

4. rock your body
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I'M BACK!!!!! LIKE A NEW PINK CADILLAC WITH PINK WHEELS.....VROOOM!!!!!!!
I MISSED YA'LL SO, SO, SO , SO, MUCH!!!!!! MY ELECTRIC IS OFF SO I HAVE TO WRITE YOU GUYS FROM SCHOOL NOW...SO I CAN'T LOOK AT THE BODIES....OH I WILL MISS THE BODIES...HE...HE...HE.....THEY MIGHT THINK I AM A PERV! WELL I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I AM GOING TO TRY TO...
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alisa:
i am in ohio and i never ever hear from you...what's up with that??!!!?? huh?? where are you at?

love
sakita:
i love questions!!!!

1. college
2. swedish
3. swedish.
4. yep, a bunch it changes daily.


lots of love flyin to ya.
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Alright you guys..I think I got food poisoning.... puke puke puke
I woke up in bed with puke all over my pillow..now how nasty is that?!?
On to the questionairre.....

1. Have u puked at all this year?
2. Name 3 Suicide Girls who you would love to see as "Charlie's Angels?
3. What is the niciest thing you ever done for someone?
4. What is the meaniest...
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alisa:
i miss you storm...come back soon girl, ok?


love
kiss
imagoldfish:
1. all the goddamn time it seems like. my stupid "nervous" stomach.
2. DebraJean, Asha, and Voltaire. holy god yes.
3. + 4. you know what, both of those are kind of depressing. that's odd.

hope you feel better. puking is no fun, and food poisoning
*really* sucks.
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I finally let all my horniness go. Let's just say that I got high off a great herbal session and I had a ball. Can you see I'm stuck on the weed? Well I didn't do much but just hang out with C.M.B. and my aunt.
I've also been doing everything that I can think of to lose weight. I feel like as long as...
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captain_deez:
Hey Sexy-

I'd go to the movies with you anyday! smile I'd be so lucky!
I went to Friday's tonight , only bar within walking distance, had a few had my first cigarette in three years frown then a second .
I'd cook you breakfast anyday! again, I'd be so lucky!
I didn't go with anyone b/c I'm too shy frown
Had me tacos Friday night YUMMM!

Hope your weekend is going great !

Love --deez--
stormshadow:
hey girl can this cracker get a chance to holla.... i havent bullshitted with you in while...... whats new.. hows you and the special boy.... i like your pics i got some new ones too

1 a down payment on a tank of my own.... ill have to make payments on the other 1.5 mill later
2aol
3 just SG
4 chicken fried steak