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Hey my prettys!!!
thanks for the help with the pic..you guys are so awesome!!!
i was basically trying to go to after prom and my ride ditched me. so my uncle asked me if i could hang out with him this weekend and i said yes. by the way..just so you don't get the wrong idea....my uncle is around my age so he's like a...
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thanks for the help with the pic..you guys are so awesome!!!
i was basically trying to go to after prom and my ride ditched me. so my uncle asked me if i could hang out with him this weekend and i said yes. by the way..just so you don't get the wrong idea....my uncle is around my age so he's like a...
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fallfromgrace:
I appreciate your kind words. I'm not usually that depressed, But I just felt really down. I know you've had relationships, but that's something I've never had. I always feel like I'm missing out, y'know? Ever since I was a child I wanted a girlfriend/wife. But the last person I really was ever close too was my Mom. I guess in a way, I just want that relationship back somehow... the hugging, the intimacy, the cuddling. My Relationship with my mom wasn't Sexual, of course; but it was the strongest bond I ever had, and losing it meant I lost a part of me. Since then I've had friends, and a Near-as-Family with those pastors. Even though they and I don't see eye to eye on many things, they still want me in their family. I do have other friends, but it's very much like none of it is very real... and I still haven't ever had the kind of relationship that I want, a deep intimacy with a girl. I'm so very afraid that I will never have that. I could be a pauper for the rest of my life, but if I had love I would be the richest man in the world. It's not the sex I want, I do know how to give myself orgasms 
It's the intimacy, the relationship. I'd be an amazing boyfriend I know it, the times my courage is up there is no one around... and when there is, they always go after tall, dark and more handsome than me. My mother dying on me was the biggest rejection I've ever had to deal with, and it's made me gunshy ever since. It's like that line from Fight Club: "everyone you ever love will either reject you or die."
It's the intimacy, the relationship. I'd be an amazing boyfriend I know it, the times my courage is up there is no one around... and when there is, they always go after tall, dark and more handsome than me. My mother dying on me was the biggest rejection I've ever had to deal with, and it's made me gunshy ever since. It's like that line from Fight Club: "everyone you ever love will either reject you or die."
fallfromgrace:
I thought about it. but there isn't anyone in my area... I checked. closest is probably Seattle, which is 2.5 hours away. maybe I'm wrong tho.
I'll look into it.
I'll look into it.
(singing).I got what you want!....I got what you need!....Cuz I'm an idiot!....du..du..du...de....du
Ok it's true..i'm a certified idiot and i need your help. this picture that i have below is the one that i want to put up as my profile pic, but i don't know how to do it dammitt!!! it's not an jpg or gif...whatever and i was wondering if somebody would help...
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Ok it's true..i'm a certified idiot and i need your help. this picture that i have below is the one that i want to put up as my profile pic, but i don't know how to do it dammitt!!! it's not an jpg or gif...whatever and i was wondering if somebody would help...
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alisa:
hey!! gotta run to work but i had to stop and say that we WILL find you a safe ride if that's all you need? and i'm sure there is someone nice and safe that you can crash with that night before you go back.
when i get home i'll see what i can find for you if you want. or ust go post in the ohio group and see what happens. you have to be there
when i get home i'll see what i can find for you if you want. or ust go post in the ohio group and see what happens. you have to be there
germ13:
You're not an idiot. You're lovely.
Killer pic!
Killer pic!
hello my prettys....
how are you all doing? i am doing fine. i got this job interview at 8 a.m. but i don't know how i am going to get there since my mom is having trouble with both of her cars. damn! if i could get this job, it would be sweet. it's downtown which is convienient to where i live and it's work...
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how are you all doing? i am doing fine. i got this job interview at 8 a.m. but i don't know how i am going to get there since my mom is having trouble with both of her cars. damn! if i could get this job, it would be sweet. it's downtown which is convienient to where i live and it's work...
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anger_frog:
You have writer's block? Do you need some of my special brand of inspiration? It starts with a footrub... 
tigress:
you are cute too sweetie pie!!!! hell fuckin yah!
hell fuckin yah!hello my prettys
i'm so sorry to bring this up again...but gosh you all just don't know what I am going through. i've been with the man for six years...that's a lot of love....well i have made some decisions and i decided to block his number so that I can dwindle down my contact with him, hopefully get over him, and move the fuck on...already....
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i'm so sorry to bring this up again...but gosh you all just don't know what I am going through. i've been with the man for six years...that's a lot of love....well i have made some decisions and i decided to block his number so that I can dwindle down my contact with him, hopefully get over him, and move the fuck on...already....
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ghostdance:
"don't be ashamed of who you are and the way that you love. Just live life the best way you know how and learn from your mistakes. "
That's the best you can do in life really.
That's the best you can do in life really.
ghostdance:
I live in Clifton Heights.
he only wanted a nutt...with 3 condoms..he comes to my apt...after a couple of hours...he rested a little...then started to get dressed...when 2 condoms fell out his pocket with 2 phone numbers of Tera and Rena......hmmmmm
who knows which one he is going to fuck next.....maybe this was his plan:
Condom Number One goes to......Storm
Condom Number Two goes to.......Tera and last but not least...Condom...
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who knows which one he is going to fuck next.....maybe this was his plan:
Condom Number One goes to......Storm
Condom Number Two goes to.......Tera and last but not least...Condom...
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tigress:
1. Have you ever had sex with an ex, after you two broke up?
I've only been in 2 real relationships so NO. Once it's over it's over. I almost did though...with my recent ex.
2. Have you ever given up your friend or friends for your boyfriend or girlfriend?
unfortunately yeah. iwas young and dumb an in love and too blinded by it to see what his real intentions were when he didn't want me hanging out with friends. NEVER AGAIN tho
3. How do you get over ex's?I guess it depends on the breakup and how close you were. for me it's usually clean cut. only once did it take me a loooong time to get over him. but i just focused on all the fucked up shit he did and put me through
4. Do you wish that your ex was still your boyfriend or girlfriend? nOPE! I've lived and i've learned. there are reasons why it didn't work out 
oohhh...Put some spunky ass red in it!!
I've only been in 2 real relationships so NO. Once it's over it's over. I almost did though...with my recent ex.
2. Have you ever given up your friend or friends for your boyfriend or girlfriend?
unfortunately yeah. iwas young and dumb an in love and too blinded by it to see what his real intentions were when he didn't want me hanging out with friends. NEVER AGAIN tho
3. How do you get over ex's?I guess it depends on the breakup and how close you were. for me it's usually clean cut. only once did it take me a loooong time to get over him. but i just focused on all the fucked up shit he did and put me through
4. Do you wish that your ex was still your boyfriend or girlfriend? nOPE!
I've lived and i've learned. there are reasons why it didn't work out
oohhh...Put some spunky ass red in it!!
anger_frog:
wtf?
hey my prettys!!! i am happy to have met so many cool people on this site. just talking to all of ya's makes me feel better. right now i find comfort in the site because it helps me to get away from all the negative shit that is going on in my life. i did want to take a minute and tell all of my...
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i am happy to have met so many cool people on this site. just talking to all of ya's makes me feel better. right now i find comfort in the site because it helps me to get away from all the negative shit that is going on in my life. i did want to take a minute and tell all of my... Read More
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ravensfeather:
spread the love
spread the love 
cc_baxter:
ewww. god damn! i said "God Damn Girl!" how isn't i haven't seen you creeping about the place until now? i feel like the scales have fallen from my eyes and at last i can see. i can see dcotor so give it to me straight cause i can take it.
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brandy:
I currently haven't been making any clothes due to lack of money to buy fabric 
alisa:
1. I love TWO
2. Highschool was a blur. i was drinking whiskey most of the time.
3. I miss my homies from the sg ohio group
4. I will try and be a better person for my family to be proud of.
i love you. hope that you are doing well. i'm going through all my old post back to aprill 24th so i'll be back over here a couple of time to reply to what you wrote me. see ya later
2. Highschool was a blur. i was drinking whiskey most of the time.
3. I miss my homies from the sg ohio group
4. I will try and be a better person for my family to be proud of.
i love you. hope that you are doing well. i'm going through all my old post back to aprill 24th so i'll be back over here a couple of time to reply to what you wrote me. see ya later
on a brighter note....
hello my prettys....i was basically pissed off earlier..people just get on my nerves at times... i also had messed up my journal entry...so i said fuck it...and i didn't want to write or post anything.
anywho i feel like i can vent in my fucking journal since i can't really show my feelings around my peeps. i do every once in...
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hello my prettys....i was basically pissed off earlier..people just get on my nerves at times... i also had messed up my journal entry...so i said fuck it...and i didn't want to write or post anything.
anywho i feel like i can vent in my fucking journal since i can't really show my feelings around my peeps. i do every once in...
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anger_frog:
1. the only thing that scares me is having lived for nothing.
2. i like to wear sexy stuff.
3. my favorite candy is you.
4. one of my flaws is an overactive sex drive.
2. i like to wear sexy stuff.
3. my favorite candy is you.
4. one of my flaws is an overactive sex drive.
ravensfeather:
i dont have insurance for my medication either, my doc gives me boxes of the patient sample packs
edited: too hurt for words right now.......
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sigma:
What happened?
What happened?
2. Beauty is simpler than most think.
3. I complain about conformity.
4. I don't like to be alone.
2. Beauty is the female form.
3. I complain about George W Bush.
4. I don't like to be hungover.