iyce

hey my prettys....

I haven't updated this journal as much as I would have liked to, but it's all good. Good to see you guys are doing well.
So many things about me has changed. I look at certain things differently now than before.
I am so worried about being pregnant. The wait is killing me. I'm scared to have Joel's baby. I see conflicts that I don't want to have to deal with.
I've been feeling ashamed. I feel like one of the bad seeds in the world. I can name so many sins that I've committed. I don't even know what to think about it....

Storm