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I tape this excercise show called Body Electric and I've come to find that I like the old ones better than the new ones. The past couple of days I haven't been feeling my excercise routine. My dance routines are getting crappy I worked on my legs and such today. I love to feel the burn in those muscles.

I didn't go grocery shopping this pay period so I've been getting food delivered and it's getting expensive. I have to force myself to go shopping next time. I really don't like fast food too much anyway. I'd rather cook.

I bought some more 420 today and got high with my provider. He has the hotts for me, but it's just sexual. I'm not into him, but I don't mind his company sometimes. Anywhoo...he said something along the lines of me being addicted to herb... I admit that I have an addiction, but it's not as bad as most people If I stop smoking then I'll be on the pills so either way I'm using something everyday. On the pill I can't drink, but with herb I can. When it comes down to it, I'd rather cut down on the weed than to be on some pill and not be able to drink. I don't see that happening for me... Decisions, decisions....

During my bible study today, I was reading about being "double minded" and all and now I really realize what some of my problems are and I didn't realize until now how bad of a person I am. And all the while I was giving myself pats on the back for nothing......I can shake my head at it .....Well at least I know now and knowing is half the battle!!
G.I. Joe! ~~~~