iyce

hello my prettys...

right now i am trying to rip my gum from off top my wisdom tooth...ouch...fucking ouch...i can't eat, but i guess that's a good thing. i'm applying for a health card since i don't have health insurance so hopefully i will be getting my teeth pulled any minute now...until then...i'll keep ripping! i hate the taste of blood and pus in my mouth... ...i guess i'm going to be on a diet..

B.S. Question
1. does anyone know what i can do about my gums swelling up? i can't afford the doctor so i have to nurse on myself....unfortunately

Here's some B.S. Life Info.
Me and all my brothers and sisters that I know about.......are named after my dad...these are our names......

Ti'Meka Denise
Ti'Mya
Ti'Mesha
Timothy
Ti'Milla
...........so can you guess my dad's name? ...lol..

my stepbrother/sister are
Rosie and Myan. my younger sister Ti'Mesha just had a baby boy and my older brother myan just had a baby girl not too long ago. some i'm an auntie and i haven't seen my nephew and neice yet. i'm afraid to ask to see them. i hate that my family is so dysfunctional.

*i love my dad to death, but he scared to love me back. he has did somethings that make me resent him, and i might change my name because of it. he got my younger sister Ti'Milla killed. she was only 2 years old. you wanna know how she got killed???? she got killed over drugs. i feel sorry for my dad because that's something that he has to live with. you think that would make him drop his habit, but nope! he's still around somewhere...smoking crack....killing himself.....*

until next time my prettys..... .....hold it down