iyce

hello my prettys

i'm so sorry to bring this up again...but gosh you all just don't know what I am going through. i've been with the man for six years...that's a lot of love....well i have made some decisions and i decided to block his number so that I can dwindle down my contact with him, hopefully get over him, and move the fuck on...already. I've also came to the fact that I am only human and I love the way I know how. Everyone is not going to think my love is beautiful and cherish it.
I kept hanging on to my ex..thinking that he would fall so in love with me one day and that he would start to treat me better and give me the attention I needed. Well I can't do that anymore because it's driving me crazy and it's making me weak. I know God's purpose for my life is not to be all weak, teary eyed, and crazy over some man, especially one who is not even your damn husband.
I know things may be hard for me period, but I can't let it get the best of me. Plus I can't be a friend, daughter, cousin, sister, etc..if i'm too stressed to show my light that God has given me. So I just had to type this up and read it to myself a couple of times so I can stay strong.

Well my prettys if anything I learned...don't be ashamed of who you are and the way that you love. Just live life the best way you know how and learn from your mistakes.
Well I gotta go my prettys and I hope that you all are having fun this weekend!!!! Much love to ya's!